My Mosaic

I’m getting some fluids @NatureLover i just have to be sneaky about it, go behind everyone’s back. It’s stupid really.

It is really stupid, you're not getting adequate care @Bow 😞

Is your family coming in today or tomorrow sometime?

I do want to complain about it @NatureLover but also don’t want to be that patient.

my daughter is at her fathers today, so they will come in tomorrow. My room overlooks a lovely playground. They will come visit me tomorrow, then go get some lunch and have a play and then come back and visit me some more. Which will be nice.
i had 3 visitors yesterday which wore me out a little…. Not complaining about the visitors though! I really do appreciate them coming.

It is so sad that you have to get fluids secretly @Bow. It’s nice that you are getting visitors, it shows that people care about you.

It is sad @Captain24 and it makes me angry. Angry that my concerns have not been heard and I have been ignored. Denied a basic right really.

Anyways, can’t keep stewing on it…. Makes me feel worse.

how’s the beach today @Captain24 ?

We had a nice walk along one beach this morning. Now it’s cold and windy but I’m hoping I can escape and go swimming again this afternoon @Bow . Swimming gives me the reset I need to be able to keep coping with the toxicity of my parents.

I have learnt a lot about myself though and I now know I will get through this.

@Bow sending lots of love to you hon 💗💗

I would think you have every right to complain about it @Bow ...you're right, you're being denied a basic human right 😞

I hope you enjoy the visit with your daughter today 🙂

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Yesterday was a slightly better day. I decided to ask for a sandwich at lunch. I had eaten my custard and was a little bit still hungry. I had decided that if they said no I would get up and go find one myself even if it meant going to the hospital cafe. But to my absolute shock, they said ok. There weren’t any of the ward though, so had to wait until afternoon tea when they bought me up a cheese sandwich and a juice with the afternoon tea trolley.
i also asked for hot water and was given it or I went and got my own from the kitchenette to make my own chai.

my mum and daughter are coming in today, I’m looking forward to their visit. I asked mum to bring me a Nutella sandwich! Also ask her to bring some nail polish in so I can do my nails.

i have a lovely nurse on today. I remember her and she remembers me from my last admission. She was just in here flushing my tube and she asked why they put it back in and I said I don’t eat and she asked why. Felt her genuine care. She asked why I don’t eat and told her it’s cause I hate my body. She put her hand on my shoulder and told me it’s what’s inside that counts and asked if I liked that and I said no.

It’s a beautiful sunny day today.

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I hope your visit with your mum and daughter goes well @Bow It will be good to see them.

Well done on eating hon. I know how much of a big step that is for you.

Take care hon 💜💜