My Mosaic

Hopefully he works with you @Bow. Maybe you will get a good sleep tonight.

I sure hope so @Snowie @Captain24

@Snowie I know that you have had ECT in recent years. It’s been 15+yrs for me and I don’t want it. It’s messed with my memory too much and my cognitive function too I believe.

hopefully they will be willing to work with me…. And not keep me in here while they do a med change, I know from previous experiences that can be a lengthy stay and I don’t have that time. I want to be home.

I can understand wanting to be home @Bow

It is hard to be away from family, especially when we have kids. That is why I don't want to go back in. I want to try and stay out for my kids. But I don't think I will have a choice soon if I keep going the way I am.

I hope you are able to get out of hospital soon hon.

What a beautiful picture and analogy @Bow. I like the idea of all the pieces of someone's life, the colourful and the dark making something grand.

Hugs to you xx

@Bow and @Snowie Thinking of you while you're in such a dark place 💜💙

Thanks @NatureLover @Former-Member @creative_writer @Snowie @Captain24

I slept a tiny tiny bit better last night…. At least until about 3am. Still woke before that a number of times but not as much. From 3am I didn’t get much sleep at all.

mum and daughter are coming in today. Should be here soonish. I just wanna hold my daughter. I only found out the other day that when I was in hospital the last time, she was crying herself to sleep of a night missing me. 😢😢 I need to keep myself out of hospital.

I’ve had a really hard shitty day. Still not eating, so my blood sugars are low and ketones are high. Which apparently is really not good. So, I had some IV glucose and they are waiting for a bed on a medical ward for me, with the plan I think to NG again and more fluids. They want the bed asap cause my sugar levels are dropping really quick after the IV glucose. They went up really high, I think that’s what made me sick, my body in shock from the high levels. Really don’t feel good at all.

had a nice visit from my mum and daughter earlier before all this happened. Friend was going to come in this arvo but she called and I said I’m really not in a good way, so she will come tomorrow after church. I’m tired and wanna lay down and sleep.

I’m sorry it’s so hard for you @Bow. I am glad that you had a good visit from your mum and daughter though. At least it is one positive in your day.