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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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I still haven’t seen the mh team. I’m so annoyed. If I was down in the ED I would of seen them yesterday. I’ve been medically cleared just need to be assess by mh. Nurse seems to think they won’t come today and the day is nearly over anyways.

i did have a shower today. Feel some what more human. Still haven’t eaten and my throat is so sore. I’ve slept on and off today.

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Glad you feel a little more human and got some sleep. Hopefully they come tomorrow for you and can help. At least you are safe while you there and can have soon respite.

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@Bow I hope they help you feel better tomorrow ❤️. Sending you lots of love.

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Hello @Bow ,

Ive just caught up on your thread and am so sorry for what has been going on for you.

Sending lots of love, hugs and prayers.

💙🤗🦋🙏🦋🙏🦋🤗💙

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Thanks dear @Eve7

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Hi @Bow , I assume the MH team didn't come yesterday, and will come today...does this team know you already?

How was your sleep last night?

I'm hoping you feel like you can eat a tiny bit today... 🤞

Thinking of you and sending wishes and 💜

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Hi @NatureLover

no mental health didn’t come and see me yesterday. So frustrating. It’s made me rather angry to be honest. If I was down in the ED I would of seen them already. Today they should be around… i hope. But I was transferred out of ICU really late last night and I’m now on a medical ward. I have a room by myself with a window, which is nice. But I won’t be here long I doubt.

im not sure who the mental health people will be. Sometimes it’s the same guy. Other times not.

I got very little sleep again last night. I’m tired. My eye is twitching. Big part of me just wants to go home with how long this has all taken. It’s been a big couple of days and it’s been absolutely horrible just sitting around and waiting and not having anyone to talk to about what has happened. The system is stupid…. Someone makes another serious attempt and they are basically just left to sit in that head space for days. ICU nurses will offer to talk to me, but they hardly have time to take my obs let alone sit and talk with me.

sorry just rambling now. I’m tired.

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@Bow wrote:

Someone makes another serious attempt and they are basically just left to sit in that head space for days.


That's terrible, @Bow , I agree! 😞

And I'm sorry to hear it sounds like you had another sleepless night last night 😞

Really hoping the MH team come this morning, as early as possible... 🤞

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So tired of the public health system being so ill equipped to manage eating disorders.

i haven’t eaten for some time and I’m gonna be sent to the psych ward where they have no idea. Last time I was there with my ED loud and angry I had a stupid nurse singing and dancing trying to get me to eat. I’m so frustrated and angry.

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I hope you have been seen by MH @Bow

Sending love and prayers honey.

💜🤗🦋🤗💜🙏💜

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