My Mosaic

How do you feel about staying

Don’t exactly what to stay. But know that something needs to change. Or maybe just a circuit breaker. So know that I need to stay.

I’m glad you are ok! Maybe the stay is just what you need to get well @Bow

Are you in the headspace to try and get better

Not really @Captain24

But I have to somehow try.

I’ve let so many people down. Such a failure.

You are not a failure @Bow . You are just someone that is really struggling right now.

Oh @Bow ...I feared you had made another attempt when you went quiet on the forums 💔

I am sorry for your poor throat, and even more for your poor mind...waking up and having to try to get better when you don't want to and can't see a way forward 😞

All I can do is send wishes for you, and lots of 💜

How are you doing this morning @Bow. My thoughts are with you

Thanks @Captain24 @NatureLover

I’m as ok as I can be. It was a long night. Didn’t get much sleep/rest. I’m tired. It’s hard to battle with your mental health when you lack sleep.

Still in icu, waiting around to see the mental health team still. Feel bad being here, taking up a valuable icu bed when I put myself here.

im not eating, so battling with that too. At least trying to drink to keep my blood sugar levels at some kind of decent levels.

i wanna go home but know that I need to be here.

Don’t feel bad @Bow . You need it. You are where you need it be. You are safe. You didn’t put yourself there your mind did.

Lack of sleep certainly doesn’t help and in ICU you wouldn’t be able to get much.

Im so glad you know it’s where you need to be to be able to finally get the help you so desperately need.