My Mosaic

Fairly crummy

That’s a shame @Bow would talking to someone help?

I managed to get on the sane chat, but wasn’t overly helpful @Captain24

I find chat a bit hard to express. Could you try calling them or is that to hard it’s your family around? @Bow

Yeah it’s hard with family around @Captain24

I hear you @Bow . I'm here if you need a chat.

What cuppa would you like? I'll make you one.

Just beating myself up a lot cause I failed today @tyme

I hear you @Bow . The guilt of 'failing' hurts more than the 'fail' itself.

But I want you to know that the person who has never made a mistake, has never made anything.

I've experienced much of the guilt that comes with 'failing'. Failing not only myself, but others around me. People expecting me to be well, yet I let them down - it hurts.

It is important to know that everyone has a chance. You have come a long way. You have used your experiences to support others in a way that most people could not - why? because you've been there.

This is precious. Hold on to that and know that tomorrow is a new day. The sun won't hold grudges. It will push past through the clouds to make itself shine. That's a message for all of us.

Big hugs, tyme

Hi @Bow , here to support you... 💜

I was wondering if you will be able to log in while you're overseas? (No pressure)

Yep that guilt is pretty horrible to sit with @tyme but as you said, today is a new day! D is at her fathers today, last visit before we leave. I have things planned for the day; need to get the front lawns done, going to do my hair, some time on the bike.., and do some packing. I need to make sure my clothes fit me 😩 I’ve put weight on since last summer… and I need summer clothes to take.

@NatureLover I’m not 100%sure, but I don’t think I will be able to. I would of liked to of taken you all along for the trip, but don’t think I can.