My Mosaic

What do you mean about your voice? @Bow

Thanks for that, about hypervigilance.

Well done for getting to chuch!

Not sure how much I can share @NatureLover but I believe medical intervention damaged my throat after a suicide attempt in April. My voice is very raspy, I sound sick. Talking is really exhaust times.

how are you doing? How is you our light therapy going?

@Bow I do remember that and wondered if that's what you meant. I'm sorry about what happened 😞

The light therapy is going great and I haven't missed a day at my volunteer job since I started it! 🙂 Wish I'd got one years ago.

Sitting waiting at the dentist. So anxious. I hate the dentist!

@Bow how did the dentist go?

@NatureLover I had fillings and have to go back again next Monday. I need to fit in all the work I need to have done before I go as I have a voucher which will expire while I am away next month. Eating disorders damage your teeth too 😩

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@Bow I did wonder whether eating disorders damage your teeth...sorry to hear you have to go back 😞

I had ovarian cancer 15 or so years ago. My oncologist took the conservative approach and just removed my ovary and tube. I had a recurrence a year later, which was just removed and I’ve been fine since.

i have a year check up with the oncologist, which is happening next Monday. I have an ultrasound in preparation for that appointment, which I had last week. I got the films on the day but chased up the report this morning and there are a couple of concerning things noted. Things that I worry about.

I have always been told that I will need a hysterectomy at some point, but I’ve put it off in the hope that perhaps I’d have more children. I’m 39. Maybe that time is approaching? 😢

Hi @Bow

Oh that's a worry for you isn't it. I can completely understand that you're concerned especially if you really want another child. Hopefully it's all good. I guess distracting yourself is the only way to stop thinking about it but I know how hard this is when you're awaiting results. I try to see as while there's a small chance there's something to worry about, there's also a good chance it's all ok. And if it's not ok, modern medicine is amazing and you'll be able to have good treatment.

Thinking of you! x

Hanami

Hi @Bow

I hope everything comes back clear hon. So happy to hear that you have yearly appointments to get everything checked.

Hope your day is going ok today