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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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I need it to just stop

the constant noise in my head

telling me what to do

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Sending hugs @Bow ...EDs seem so incredibly hard to deal with 😞

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Tortuous at the moment @NatureLover

The constant noise inside my head. Arguing between what I know I need and what my ED wants…. my ED is winning today. Torturing and depriving my body.

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Sorry to hear it has been hard for you @Bow

Sitting with you hon 💗💗

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Anyone around?

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I'm sorry no-one was around for you yesterday here, @Bow ...I normally don't go on the forums in the evenings as I get depressed in the evenings.


@Bow wrote:

Tortuous at the moment @NatureLover

The constant noise inside my head. Arguing between what I know I need and what my ED wants…. my ED is winning today. Torturing and depriving my body.


I'm sorry to hear...it sounds like yesterday was pretty bad for you 😞

I really hope today is a bit better 💜

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Sending some love to you today @Bow @NatureLover @Snowie

❤️💚🤗💚❤️🤗💙💜🤗💜💙

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Today is a special anniversary for me. Its the anniversary of graduating the rehab program that I spent nearly a year at. It feels really different today. I feel disappointed within myself. Disappointed that I’m not able to put into practice all the things that I learnt there, all the things that transformed my life back all those years ago. I know that if I could things could be really different for me. I wouldn’t be where I am now, fighting to stay alive all over again.

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TW: Eating disorder

Hi @Bow

I'm so sorry this anniversary of what should be a good memory has brought up such negative feelings for you. I'm sorry this is just continuing for you of late. Are you okay right now?

I can see why you feel disappointed. I get disappointed with myself so easily, though as I've gotten older I do it less often. I used to have an ED and felt in constant battle with it. One day I realised I was in front of it more often than not.

Maybe you don't realised it but there are probably things about rehab that have stuck. I for one am glad you're here and reaching out today. Sending big hugs

hanami 💮

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Hi @Bow

I know things are hard for you at the moment.

I don't have any answers for you but are here for you through all of this

Take care 💕💕

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