My Mosaic

Sorry your a bit flat tonight @Eve7 glad you can see your psych tomorrow.

And 👍for walking again today.

It did occur to me that it could be from Frozen. @Bow Silly me, I should have known. I have seen the movie, and loved it. 🌸❄

The shoes are lovely, and no wonder your daughter insisted on wearing them today.

Next project? 😄

Em 💞

I’m going to head off and try and switch off and sleep @Emelia8 @Eve7 i have a work meeting in the morning. Hope you both get some sleep too, remember I appreciate you both x

Thank you @Bow 💝

Hope you sleep. Raining here, so I hope to fall asleep listening to the rain.

Good night sweetie. 💕😴

Em

Raining here too @Emelia8

Miss 3 is obsessed with frozen too...Elsa features in her room @Bow

Good night, dream well xx

@Emelia8 I have a friend with 2yr old twin boys... the shoes are $3 from bigw so thought I might do some for them. They are an easy distraction for me which I really need at the moment.

@Eve7 think a lot of little girls go through an Elsa stage. My daughter has just started. I did pony shoes a couple of years ago too.

Im tired, didn’t sleep well but heading out for my walk early so I can get to my meeting this morning. Have a good one my friends

Sounds like a great idea @Bow and such a delightfully unique gift. 💕 The distraction achieved is a bonus. 👍 Enjoy your morning walk 🏃 and I hope your meeting goes well 😄

Much love and good wishes to you.

Emelia 💞

i have a missed call from the gp i seen yesterday, needing to discuss my bloods. too scared to call back 😞

My suggestion would be to bite the bullet and call back @Bow ☀

It could even be good news, and you may be fretting for no reason. Best to know I think. 💕

Thanks @Emelia8

it was not good news. My potassium is down again, which to be honest I am not surprised. Refeeding syndrome and hardly eating still it was to be expected. She asked that I eat a banana every day and she will repeat bloods again on Monday. If it hasn’t gone up I will need meds.

She asked if I was still restricting, I was honest and told her what I eat. She really wants me to move to eating 2 meals a day, I said I will try. She said if my potassium drops anymore it’s back to hospital. My iron is high also, which she doesn’t know why, so will look into that on Monday too.

She also asked if I went to comm mh after seeing her and I said yes. I explained that they were not overly helpful, which she said she wasn’t surprised. I told her that we just chatted about my eating and gave me 2 numbers to try, which we will chat more about on Monday.

Frustrated tonight, angry, hating myself. Have finally found a nice doctor who wants to help, yet everything inside me screams no. Know I need to do what she is telling me to, but I know I can’t. My head is in such a mess. My thoughts scream against everything I should be doing and are so destructive. I want to just stop now, quit wasting her time and give up. Not worth it.