My Mosaic

I am sorry this thing is so relentless @Bow and I hope you are asleep now.

You are precious. God loves you and so do I.

💜🦋🙏🦋💜

Just wanna cry

i seen my gp this morning, my blood pressure was really low and she wanted me to go to the hospital. I said no. She wanted me to drink some water. I said no I can’t. She didn’t want to send me out cause of how low my bp was. But we go to do the paper work I needed to have completed… she’s suggested I apply for the pension too. And then she sent me in my way.

someone contacted community health about how I was feeling and cause I hung up on them they sent an ambulance. I don’t want to be back in this horrible place.

my blood pressure is still low. I’m having some fluids but have been medically cleared. Mental health came around and I asked that they liaise with my ED psychiatrist… that’s what she said to do. That’s what my psychologist said to do … I sent her a text to say I was here. But the mental health folks said no.

im done being in here. I will refuse to come here again. Tired of all this crap

Wow @Bow that sounds like a lot has happened in one day.

I hope you are able to go home soon hon

Sitting with you 💗💗

I walked most of the way home @Snowie up the big hill and my body then gave up. A friend came and picked me up then. Blood pressure was even lower back at home.
then dr from the hospital called, asking what happened, that I had left. The nurse said I could go. Sigh. Dr spoke with mum and was shocked at my bp at home.
Gonna crawl into bed shortly

let down by the system again

Squishy hugs sweet @Bow. Holding your hand sweetheart 💞

So sorry things are so terrible for you at the moment, @Bow 😞

Sending hugs and wishes...

I ate 3 meals yesterday. The first in a long while. Trying to keep myself out of hospital. It was a one off thing, and I had no confidence in continuing that today.

I seen my dietician this morning, and I feel like all she seen of the last 2 weeks, which has been a massive struggle, was those 3 meals. The goal is now to keep up with those 3 eating opportunities. just feel like I’m set up to fail for the fortnight.

Still awake meds haven’t knocked me out

can’t shake the dark SI thoughts tonight

Sorry to hear @Bow, that's hard...squishy hugs incoming for you 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

Want company, chat?

Can’t sleep either @Anastasia ?