My Mosaic

Hey @Bow I have an aftercare person who visits me every week.It’s supposed to be for 12 weeks like yours but this one is run by Wesley and I think it’s funded by Beyond Blue as part of a program for those who have attempted suicide.

I’ve found it helpful so far. The lady who comes to see me is lovely.

I hope you sleep well tonight hun 💙🦋💙

I’m sorry you couldn’t get on with Wesley @Codex1 . I had to wait a few weeks but it’s been worthwhile.

It’s good that you’re getting suitable support from Mable.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

Threatened with a community treatment order this afternoon😩

Sending lots of love, hugs and prayers sweetie

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I felt a sense of relief being able to go into see my case manager this afternoon. Finally seeing one of my supports after this week. But nearly the whole time I was there she focus on my ED. That I didn’t go and get my bloods done yesterday like I was suppose to. Explained why it’s important- which I already knew. We talked about how my ED is very closely linked with SI and that’s where I’m at at the moment. She said that she will check up to ensure that I have gone and got them done in the morning and if I haven’t she will send people out to me. I will disappear tomorrow. They won’t find me.
we hardly touched on my trauma anniversary.
she explained what a CTO is and that if needed they would get one for me.
i don’t know the words for how I feel tonight. I’m frustrated. Disappointed. I feel hopeless and just so very over everything

Hello @Bow ,

What a relief it must be to hear back from your case manager - I can see it's been an anxious wait.

I hear you feel disappointed and frustrated- especially when you boldly reach out for support and it doesn't go as expected.

Do you have someone to talk to tonight? Remember SANE helplines are open until 10pm tonight on 1800 187 263.

Alternatively, you can contact:

Lifeline: 13 11 14

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467

As hard as it sounds, hold on. There is hope. I will send you a check-in email to follow up.

Take Care,

tyme

I am sorry it hasn’t gone so well for you @Bow and I really hope you are safe now.

Please don’t disappear tomorrow. You are very important and treasured by so many of us here.

Lots of love

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@Bow how scary to be threatened with a CTO 😞

Am hoping that you are OK...sending virtual hugs...

Pissed off and upset. Sitting waiting to have the blood test that I didn’t want to have. My case manager called and left a message with my gp yesterday after I seen her. My gp called both me… who I ignored the call from unknown number and then she called my mum.
i had no intention of coming in and having this stupid blood test. Just wanna be left alone. I’ve had enough of everything. Wanna be left to go