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My Mosaic

BowSenior Contributor18 Nov 2020, 7:26 pm AEDT

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Unknown userMember22 Dec 2021, 3:34 pm AEDT

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Hey @Bow - puzzles will do that to me as well...
Just letting you know I responded to a different post regarding how you're going today & just also letting you know of those services that are operating over the holidays in case you need to reach out.

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BowSenior Contributor22 Dec 2021, 6:48 pm AEDT

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It feels awful tonight

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BowSenior Contributor23 Dec 2021, 6:52 pm AEDT

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I had a Telehealth appointment with my gp on Monday. Got some scripts to do me over the holiday period and touched base with how I am doing. My bloods were all fine, the results from my holter monitor were fine. She said to have my bloods done again in the new year and make an appointment with her after that.

The clinic called tonight. After hours and said that my gp would be calling me next Tuesday. I have no idea why? Wondering if someone on my support team have reported back to her? My dietitian? My psychologist? My ED psychiatrist? All of whom I have seen in the last week. I feel very unsettled. Anxious.

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BowSenior Contributor24 Dec 2021, 3:54 pm AEDT

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I had an appointment with my case manager this morning. She works at community health where my psych is based. My CM made the comment that she had read my psychologist notes- which is perfectly fine by me, I'd assume that she would only record important information which can be shared to best support me.

I guess that maybe my CM didn't read far back enough though, because I bought up the phone call I received regarding my gp call and that I am a little unsettled about it and that I don't know what it's for. My CM then went on to say that maybe my bloods were a bit off... or perhaps I'm pregnant and laughed about it, then proceeded to ask if I would like another child in a joking manner.

i smiled... as much as I could under a mask and waited for her to change the subject and move on.

it's still painful. And I don't know how I am suppose to feel. 😢😩

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Eve7Senior Contributor24 Dec 2021, 4:27 pm AEDT

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They were odd comments from your CM. I wonder why she would say that

Sitting with you @Bow

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BowSenior Contributor24 Dec 2021, 4:39 pm AEDT

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Yeah no idea @Eve7 😩

she did ask if I recalled the date of my assault, which I did and said that it would be understandable if I need some extra support around that time. I appreciated that. She took note of the date.

trying to put it out of my head now. Just sat down to a movie.

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BowSenior Contributor25 Dec 2021, 6:56 pm AEDT