My Mosaic

We have just finished dinner here @Anastasia and have a movie on, but D is riding her scooter back and forth and playing with the dog.

what's for dinner tonight at yours?

You're very organised @Bow well done!

Supposed to be cooking fish but I really couldn't be bothered. I had no idea of the time till now!

D helps to ensure dinner is on time 🙂 always hungry.
something quick and easy for you instead @Anastasia ?

I feel like I'm in this space where I'm on a treadmill making my way towards a goal and as I get closer and start to feel like I'm getting there the goal post get moved or the rules change. I'm tired @Bow and tonight I feel defeated and just want to hide away from the world

Oh I'm sorry @Anastasia that is a frustrating place to be in. Work? Family? Other stuff?

Yes to all @Bow

I am questioning my sanity. I feel like I'm living a delusional life where I think things are good but then I learn otherwise.

Gaslighting but unintentional I guess?

I feel like I've got no fight left and that I just have to succumb to this existance, that's what it is, it's not a life. I should go sweetheart you don't need this, I love you x

Oh @Anastasia please don't go, I'm happy to sit and chat. I do know what you mean though. Just existing.
you are loved and valued @Anastasia please know that.

Thank you @Bow and @Emelia8

I will carry in my heart your kindness tonight 🙏

I have to go and cook now

Sitting with you in this tonight @Anastasia You give so much to this community and hope that we can provide that same support to you

Be gentle with yourself @Anastasia 💕