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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Hey @Bow,

That sounds like a really tough experience to be going through. I can see though that you are trying and doing the very best you can, which is amazing! I'm also pleased to hear you have a nurse advocating for you. Sitting with you and hearing you.

TideisTurning 💝

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Sitting with you @Bow I wish you could go to one of those specialised ED clinics rather than high care with people who have all sorts of illnesses. I was in high care last year and it wasn't pleasant but it sure made me try much harder to get back into the "open ward".

Sending love and prayers to you sweetheart. 💙💥💙

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Yes @Eve7 that would be ideal. There is one close to the city, and when I had that 4 weeks stay on a medical ward a couple of months ago the drs actually put through a referral for me. But I think due to covid they closed the referral... and because I have lots of supports in the community. It's also an 8 week stay... which would be really difficult and also have to factor in my ex finding Out.

I hold a little bit of hope that my new psychologist will be able to help me. I am annoyed that I missed an appointment with her today. It's another week now... and I really hope to be out of here soon.

thank you for your kindness. I really do appreciate it. I feel so washed out and really fragile today. I hope to be able to go to bed soon and sleep well. Tomorrow is a new day.

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Yes, that's right @Bow and as Anne of Green Gables says "tomorrow has no mistakes in it".

Sleep well my friend and rest in Him.

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Morning @Bow

Hoping today is a little better for you.

Lots of love sweetie 💗💗💗💗

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Sending you love @Bow

Hoping for a change for the better for you today 🙏

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Good morning @Eve7 @Anastasia @Snowie @Emelia8 thank you for your love and kindness. Always nice to get to phone time (3x a day) and see messages of support to brighten my day.

I'm having an ok start to the day. Woken early by nurses to check my sugar levels- still good. I then wrestled with my ED over what kind of day I was going to have. So far I've had a shower and washed my hair and went to breakfast. Good start I'd say.

im asking to go home today. I can work with my ED at home- that will be a work in progress and I'm back eating now so nothing being here can do. And feel safe enough to leave. Fingers crossed.

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That does sound like a good start to your day @Bow .. Well done. 💝

It would be great if they deem you safe to go home again today. I remain hopeful for you, and have fingers and toes crossed. 😄

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Hello @Bow

It's lovely to hear from you. That is a GREAT start to the day, well done 💕

Oh I am holding hope you can go home today too Bow. I'll be watching out to see some good news...

Crossing everything here too 🤞

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Thank you @Anastasia @Emelia8 about to hand my phone back in. I'll either be back at 3pm... or hopefully soon if they let me go home!
love to you all 💕🤗

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