My Mosaic

@Bow sitting with you hon 💗💗💗

How has my life come to this? Such a mess....

Sitting with you @Bow

💜🦋🙏🦋💜

Thanks @Eve7

Sitting on the front deck having some lunch. Celery and peanut butter and some yoghurt.

I've had a productive morning.., trying to keep busy. D is at her fathers so I gave her room a good clean. Hope she won't notice all the things that I threw out! Then I ordered her birthday presents online. She will be 6 next month.

how r u?

WOW! Well done @Bow you have been busy.

I have just eaten a yoghurt too and am about to tidy up in preparation for little ones coming this afternoon.

Hope you enjoy your afternoon xox

Thanks @Eve7

sitting on the bike now watching some tv. Already been for a walk, making up for being so lazy the last couple of days.

hope you have a nice afternoon with the little ones 🙂

x

Not ok today. Facebook rudely reminded me this morning that it would of been my 7th wedding anniversary. I should not of married that man. My gut told me not to even before we were engaged. But I felt trapped. I couldn't say no. Instead I spent 2 1/2 years unhappily married before I called it quits. I had my reasons. He was not at all the man that I thought he was. He was not the man that he lead everyone to believe. He was not the good christian church leader. Instead I married a porn addict. Compulsive liar. Homosexual. Who stole so much from our family, from me and eventually destroyed my life. I am a shell of the person I use to be. I just want the miserable life that I am left to live to be over.

Hi @Bow ,

I can see those feelings of hurt and grief have really surfaced for you today, just checking in to say I hope you're doing okay.

Just wondering if it could be worth reaching out to a text-based service tonight if you are wanting to chat to someone and a reminder that this is an option (SCBS, Lifeline, SANE)?

It's important that you are able to stay safe and myself and whole SANE Forums community are here behind you supporting you, and a reminder to please not hesistate to call 000 if you need emergency help.

Kindest regards and wishing you well,

Otter

I'm sorry you are going through that today @Bow Facebook can bring up some bad memories at times. I think you are a strong and courageous for walking away when you did.

Take care of you today hon. You are worth it 💗💗

I feel so alone tonight

noone can help

noone wants to help