thanks @Anastasia @Snowie
still feeling pretty lousy today. flat and depressed. ive been down to community mh health this morning. im not even sure what the purpose of that place is to be honest. i was put on the gold card clinic, i thought it was something different, instead i get asked the same pointless questions. i told them i still have si thoughts and dont feel overly safe being at home, their response... hand me their card and tell me to call them. which is what they tell me every time i am there.
they will also discuss me at their team meeting tomorrow, to decide whether they will case manage me... which i thought was happening last week? i was told that they were doing that last time i was discharged from hospital. so who knows???
ive been waiting for my gp to call me, she wanted to check in and see how i am doing and see how my appointment with comm mh went. i also asked her about the medication that my dietitian mentioned to help with the physical side effects of eating... but she wont give me any. doesnt want to add anymore medication. sigh. have to put up with the intense discomfort. its horrible. i will mention it to the professor next week. i had been needing to email her since i got out of hospital last time to have a follow up appointment, but just never got around to email and didnt know what to say. my dietitian asked whether i had done and i said no, she helped me do the email yesterday via video link, which was so helpful! it was easy, she said sometimes when we are in the state that i am currently in, we just need a helping hand to do small things like that. and the professor has already replied and made me an appointment for next week!
anyways, just rambling now. im tired. im so bloated from lunch and just want to disappear into sleep land.
