My Mosaic

That is a good idea actually @Jynx I should have a think about what I could possibly need them to know but also have some blank ones for me to write on incase.

I also had a call from my dad today. I haven’t spoken to him in a couple of years. His rather self centered and would call me up tell me about how he is and his life and then say goodbye. He did the same today. Told me about himself. His health. His 3 sisters health and his brothers. Spoke about my brother and then as usual said goodbye. This is why I don’t engage in a relationship with him.

think my surgery follow up appointment hit a bit harder today cause my brother in tas got the news that he got last week and then started his new chemo today. Guess he was on my mind a lot.

don’t know what would be helpful tonight to be honest @Jynx

True eh @Snowie

im still up, on the couch.

but gonna crawl into bed soon I think. I may even flick the ac on to make my room nice and cold so I can be super cosy. It’s been a bit warm here today.

im sorry… how has your day been?

@Bow oh yes blank ones - and don't forget a pen!!

Ach, that is unfortunate. Like there's no interest in you and the life you lead or trials you face or joys you experience. I'm sorry hun, that sounds painful.

Sending some strength and hope for your brother 🤞 and hope you get off to sleep okay tonight hun 💜

Thanks @Jynx

thanks for hearing, listening and taking the time today. For validating the mess and offering reassuring hugs. I’ve most certainly appreciated it. It’s been a :pile_of_poo: day and fairly lonely and overwhelming.

🛌

You're so welcome @Bow - we all deserve to feel seen and held, and that goes double when it's our birthday.

Hugs 💜

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

Good afternoon @Bow

Hoping today is a little less stressful than yesterday

Sending lots of 💗💗

Hi @Snowie

im completely shattered tonight. D and I ventured to the Easter show today. I didn’t really wanna go, but we bought tickets months ago. D had a complete meltdown before we were even out the door over shoes. She made me cranky. But we eventually got out the door. Took 3 trains to get there!

we looked at all the art displays, cakes, flowers, clothes and toys. Such clever people. Wandered the big woolworths pavilion and sampled heaps of stuff. Watched some wood chopping, dog shows, ducks going down slides, seen a flying fox which was heaps cool, lots of birds, missed the cat shows, they were over. Oh some high rise divers. Bought some show bags, tasted some cool food- will post some photos from my phone later.

it got very busy and crowded quickly unfortunately, which I really struggled with. And it got hot. My ankle gave me a lot of grief and slowed us down and made for a mostly painful day.

Hey @Bow

Sounds like a very busy day. Well done for getting through it all, you did a great job. Also being around so many people too, I can imagine how crowded and overwhelming it would have been.

You fitted a lot into one day hon. I would have been exhausted by the end of the day.

I hope now you can give yourself and your ankle a rest. You certainly deserve it

Oh yep huge huge day and a lot of people annoyed me! Tomorrow I need to hide alone @Snowie no people nope nope. Might even spend the day in bed.

how was your day? And how are you?

A day in bed sounds nice @Bow I don't blame you after what you did today. You deserve it.

Been awake since 5. Bad day, called LL.