My Mosaic

Thats ok @Bow if you don't have much hon

Certainly feels like they don't anymore

Can just sit

Hi @Bow

Leaving some 💕💕for you

Hoping today is better

Hi @Snowie

I wish it was better…. It’s really not been. A lot of bad

my SW was away too and the psw was coming to visit, I said no thanks don’t want a home visit today. But she came anyways cause they were concerned. I really didn’t wanna chat just want to be left alone but she talked a whole heap. Thought it would be rude to ask her to leave so kinda just sat and nodded and stared blankly

I’m about given up. Just don’t have anything left. No cares

sorry I should stay away

I'm sorry it was like that today @Bow

When is your mum home?

I get the given up, no cares

I only come here b/c of you and a few others

Mums home Saturday @Snowie

im suppose to be taking better care of myself and eating better cause my potassium is low. I have a gp appointment Wednesday and suppose to go get my bloods done tomorrow but meh don’t care to.

sigh

im the same

how r u?

I'm not going to say hang in there till Saturday @Bow I know how useless those words are. They cause more distress.

It's hard to take care of ourselves. Feels like we're not worth it, can't be bothered, too hard.

Me, about the same. Tried SCBS, got cut off

I guess I gotta hold it together until Saturday @Snowie for my daughter at least. But they’ll all make me get my bloods done Wednesday if I don’t do it tomorrow and I’m scared what they will say.

sorry your day hasn’t been ok 😞

Kids can do that to us @Bow Can help us keep going, even though at the same time we want to give in.

Can your SW go with you for your bloods? Make it a little easier

I emailed my pdoc yesterday. He got back to me. He wants to ring H and told me to think about an admission.

I don’t know why I’m hearing voices now more than I have in a long time. But it’s scary and I need my meds to kick in so I can make them silent

Hey @Bow that sounds pretty worrying, fingers crossed your meds do the trick.

Is there anything that the forums can offer you in terms of support right now hun?

Sitting with you 💜