My Mosaic

You are not a failure @Bow no where near it.

I know it's hard to talk to someone you don't know, but it was good that someone came. It is hard to talk to someone you don't know, have no past with.

Thats a long time to wait hon. It's a shame you can't see anyone earlier.

Is there anything we can do to help?

Your always so kind to me @Snowie thank you

my CM said that I’ll more than likely be in hospital next month and then I can see a pdoc then 😩 not really the reassurance I wanted…

I don’t think so. I don’t know what I’m doing to be honest snowie. My head feels super weird… it’s all hazy and foggy. It’s distressing at times. I’m constantly sitting with all this overwhelm and a heightened state of anxiety. I’m sorry I’ll shut up. Sorry

Hello @Bow and @Snowie

I guess that is one benefit of hospital hon, that you will see a pdoc in there. It shouldn't come to that though, you should be able to see someone before that.

I'll be here for awhile @Bow if you need me. I care about you too much. Talk all you want.

Oh btw, went to Aldi today, thought of you and got the bao bun kit for tea. Were really yummy. Will be getting them again.

Hi @tyme

Nice to see you on here. I hope things are ok with you.

Hi @tyme

Things are as they are @Snowie . Such is life.

"Accept the things you cannot change and focus on what you can change"...right?

I'm just happy to be here 🙂

@Bow , I'm slowly going back to all the posts. So sorry things are so hard. I hear you.

Yeah cause hospital is still a month away @Snowie a month. It’s a long time when u feel like this.

on the verge of tears tonight. I want to go to bed. But D is still up. Could just leave her to put herself to bed, it is Friday night. But that’s being a bad mum.

yumm. D wanted McDonalds for dinner. I just got a wrap. Didn’t manage to eat much of it cause I’ve had bad nausea all afternoon.
I have a casual SW on shift tomorrow. She’s coming late afternoon to make sure/encourage me to eat cause D is at her father’s. My old SW remembered that those days were always a struggle. I really appreciated that she remembered stuff. My SW is due back Sunday.

do you have plans for the weekend?

Yep @tyme things are hard. Hanging by a thread really.

Sounds like a huge struggle. I hear how hard things are for you right now. I'm glad to hear the SW is coming tomorrow. It's comforting to know your other SW recognises when things are hard. @Bow

What time does D go to bed @Bow ?