My Mosaic

I’m just trying to connect a bit more @tyme i isolated myself a lot this week. I wrote down a list of 4 or 5 things that I noticed this week that shows me how very unwell I have been. Nothing else has really changed unfortunately. I got a mouthful of rather painful ulcers.

yes my past work. Feels like a lifetime ago. Once I got out of the resi side of things, I mostly enjoyed it. Did you know I planned and coordinated a ski trip for 20 foster kids. Me and 4 other staff members went. Drove a mini bus with a big box trailer down to thredbo and back. I also took a girl over to NZ to spend time with her grandmother.

sorry things have been challenging for you. Hope things get sorted for you.

kmart have a couple of those wooden 3D jigsaw puzzles. And yep, I’ve done a couple. And have another one on the go.

Good on your for reaching out and trying something different. Even just noticing things can lead to a shift. @Bow

I'm sorry to hear you haven't been well. I hope the ulcers clear.

And your past life... wow! That's incredible @Bow Sounds like you made such a difference to their lives.

Be nice if it was a big enough shift to see a difference @tyme other wise I think things will end with me having an admission. Pdoc may even push for it on Monday if my SW tells him how I have been.

just need some better self care and personal hygiene really… but it’s all too hard at the moment.

it was a pretty good job. Was nice to clock off at the end of the day knowing I’d made a difference for a kid. But it was also rough at times.

It may not feel like a difference to you, but I see a shift @Bow .

As for admissions, do you want to be in there? Do you think it will be helpful? From my own experiences, I know that if someone is sent their 'kicking and screaming', the therapeutic work is very limited, if any.

With the way things have been for me @tyme sometimes I feel like I need it. That perhaps it could be beneficial. ECT. It’s just a huge burden on my mum.

That tells me that you are open to it which is certainly a start. @Bow I hope you find a way to articulate that you feel it is time to go on.

I wonder if knowing that you will have an upcoming admission helps you feel more relaxed?

I remember with my admissions, as much as I hated them, while in there, I could stop worrying about trying to keep safe. I could relax at last and let my body heal....

Don't get me wrong, I had other challenges in there... but part of me could relax

hello @Bow

I am here and a @moderator is here too

@Eve7 , @Snowie

Hi @Shaz51

hello @Bow 😍

how are your Legos going , any new ones xx