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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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I'm sorry @Bow that sounds like a huge mess especially when you were preparing mentally for your SW to visit you today. She has let you down today but it does sound like she is very concerned for you.

Is there a chance that they'd put you in hospital without you presenting to ED?

No doubt you have a lot of emotions running through you at the moment.

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I’m just over it @Snowie im tired of trying of not trying. I’m so drained. I wanna cry but I can’t even do that. I feel so defeated.

no all admissions have to go through the ED. Which is absolutely stupid.
I’ve just had enough

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Hey @Bow, sounds like you are going through a tough time right now. I just want to check that you have supports around you? Do you have an upcoming appointment? RiverSeal

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Very understandable that you've had enough @Bow

A lot has happened, even just today. Lots of feels

I just don't want that decision to be taken out of your hands. Being in control is so very important.

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No @RiverSeal my SW was suppose to come today cause she was so concerned but then cancelled on me.

doesn’t matter

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I encourage you to contact Lifeline @Bow if you need a little extra support today and until you cna get another appointment and stay connected with the community and you friends here. RiverSeal

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@Bow wrote:

No @RiverSeal my SW was suppose to come today cause she was so concerned but then cancelled on me.

doesn’t matter


Oh that is very rough @Bow I'm sorry that has happened. It's hard not to feel rejected even if we can logically know it's not our fault.

How's things been, how's your furniture painting going? 💜

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Pushed away and then really triggered tonight. Was sitting on the couch tonight just watching tv and then see the worst thing happen just outside the window. A person clearly in mental distress involving a car. People screaming. Other cars stopping. Neighbors coming out trying to help but everyone screaming. 000 called by someone but the family of the girl came and got her and then other family screaming at people trying to help. Police arrive. Ambulance arrive.
really really not what I needed to see or hear tonight.

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Yeah @Jynx I don’t know what else to say about it, lost for words really. She sees how much I’m struggling and not ok, tells me to go to ED…. Nevermind doesn’t matter

bad night… see previous post 😩

started on a coffee table

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Oh @Bow hun, that is awful. Can shake us so much to be witness to such things, even if we're nowhere near involved... totally understandable that you're feeling so rough.

I think it's definitely worth letting your SW know how it's made you feel. Probably won't fix anything but lets her know that it's had an impact on you. As well as what's happened tonight.

Is your mum there with you, did she see it too?

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