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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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I hear you, it sounds like you are doing your absolute best to take care of yourself right now @Bow. Evenings really are hard...

What have you found most helpful when you have felt this way as of late? 💛

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I don’t know @AuntGlow it really is just surviving each moment. Usually tv. The cat. Meds. Tucking my daughter in and going to bed.

Urgh just had a moment of really intense yucky thoughts. Froze. Was stuck and couldn’t move on. Things like that just set me up to fail.

im anxious about seeing my CM tomorrow morning too.

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Sometimes getting through our day-to-day activities is more than enough @Bow.

Those thoughts must have been so overwhelming... it sounds like lots of things are activating your fight/flight response tonight. Big hugs.

What is making you anxious about seeing your case manager? 🩷

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Because there is stuff that I need to tell her @AuntGlow and she can quite often be really dismissive. So it puts me off telling her stuff.

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It’s hard when people are dismissive and don’t take me seriously

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Of course @Bow, that really would feel so vulnerable. Being taken seriously is important, because that is how we kno we are truly being heard. Are you with your case manager now?

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No @AuntGlow im home now. But I seen my case manager this morning and I also seen my SW while at arts and craft.

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@Ru-bee you around tonight?

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Hello lovely @Bow , I'm sorry I didn't see this earlier I had a meeting for my last hour of my shift and am finishing up now. I'd love to catch up tomorrow though and will check in when I hop on in the afternoon 💜

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Thanks @Ru-bee I’d really appreciate that

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