My Mosaic

And I'm out!

Super happy for you @Bow

So glad you got out of there.

Look after yourself hon

Lots of love and hugs 💜💜💜

thank you @Snowie its so nice to be out of that place

It would be @Bow

Have you got anything nice planned that you can do.

Hopefully you can spend some more time with D now that you don't have to worry about visiting times.

@Snowie I had to duck to the shops briefly and I've been catching up on some tv. I didn't really watch any while I was there. I managed some lunch and will walk down and get my daughter shortly from school and I promised we would go get a milkshake once I was out, so better stick to that 🙂

how are you doing? Thought of you and dear @Eve7 often while there. A few people in there having ect. This dear old man, he is starting on Friday and was feeling really scared.

Don't get me wrong, I'm so glad to be out. But by gosh it's hard. I laid awake for ages last night going over so many things in my head. I hated being inside them walls, I had no control over anything except what I ate. Now I'm out I have to be a responsible adult again and that feels really hard and emotional.
This afternoon I thought about calling and seeing if my psychologist had any appointments in the next 2 days, I was pretty sure I was already on the cancellation list, but thought a call to double check wouldn't hurt, but decided not to, I'll see her Tuesday anyways. Shortly after I get a text with an appointment for tomorrow at midday. I've booked that. And then I see my dietitian on Friday too. I left a message at my gps office to let her know I was out also, I checked online and she doesn't have anything for 2 weeks, but since I missed an appointment on Friday and she called my mum concerned about me, I'm hoping she will fit me in somewhere.
And then I see my psychiatrist on Monday. If I walk away from that a tiny bit disappointed I will be discussing with my gp about seeing this professor. I need someone who understands Ed's since a lot of my mh issues stem from that.
it just feels like such a scary world out here at the moment. It feels overwhelming.

@Bow I hope you enjoyed the millkshake with D and it was nice to spend the time with her. I am sure she would have loved having her mum pick her up.

It is good that you have some appointments booked in hon, I hope they help.

No doubt being out feels a bit overwhelming. Just take it step by step sweetheart, we are here for you.💕💕💕

I am very happy that you’re out @Bow and I understand that overwhelming feeling all too well but as @Snowie says it’s just one step at a time.

Its good you have these appointments lined up and hopefully you’ll get one with your GP.

Sending lots of love my friend

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@Bow 💕

Hi @Bow

Just checking that you’re ok and hopingthe pdoc appointment went well.

Lots of love

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