My Mosaic

ED monster having a real good go tonight @Jynx lotsa nasty and mean stuff getting hurled around inside my head, real loud and relentless.

TW:

@Bow I am not sure that me arguing with those thoughts is gonna help right now, as much as I want to tell that part of your brain off for being so mean to you.

I don't know how to make it better. But I do know that no matter what, like even if you were the most icky person in the world, I would still give you a big squishy hug in a heartbeat if I could!

🫂🫂🫂🫂

I am off soon hun, but mayhaps you will see me sooner than you think 😉

All spiraled worse @Jynx its so bad. Tears and holding my breath.

gonna go crawl into bed. Least no one can see me there

Aww hey @Bow hun, hope you got off to sleep eventually?

How you travelling today darlin?

@Jynx ?

@Bow!!

Is it safe today @Jynx ? Insides feeling real unsettled

@Bow forums safe you mean? I will do my darndest always to help build safety here so... yes.

Insides all swirly? Have you done some slow/measured breathing hun?

Here for ya 💜

Thank you. Thank you @Jynx

yeah real swirly it don’t feel good at all and yeah been doing that. Breathing. Helps a tiny bit but then when I stop it gets bad again real quick. Then me forgets.
its not good today. feeling like it’s not hmm gonna stop in time. I don’t wanna be in trouble

No trouble here @Bow just care, and making sure you're okay.

How you doing now, you been remembering the breathing? Don't worry I always forget to do it too.

Not gonna stop in time for what?