My Mosaic

Things are just getting to much. Too many things happening all around me that I gotta make decisions on. Too many things that I don’t have control of. Things are just spiraling out of control and it feels bloody awful. I feel my heart racing and I’m trying to catch my breath.

Hey @Bow I know there's so many things that are happening all at once for you right now and that can get really overwhelming.

Are you able to take a beat and just focus on getting some deep breaths, maybe wrap yourself up in a blanket, or do something that feels soothing?

I’m trying @Ru-bee

heart still pounding

Sitting with you @Bow 💜

Who’s around tonight please?

Hey @Bow , I'm in and out.

How are you?

I’m not so ok @tyme soooo much inside my head

you getting things organised for your absence?

Arghhh.. that ticking ticking brain.

Do you find writing things down helpful?

At this stage, I've resigned to the fact that my brain is mush lol. @Bow

Is it about the house you are thinking about?

Writing…. No not really @tyme

house stuff is yes. Garage sale Sunday, yes. We cancelled market for tomorrow which is a bit disappointing. Few houses to go look at tomorrow. It all weighs heavy on me. We have until the 13th… which is coming around quickly.

and…. But…: I’m tired. I just want a day to do nothing.

Arghhh. Houses. I hope you get something real soon.

Honestly, a day to do nothing is so enticing.. until you realise you get stuck in your own brain.

Is D at home this weekend?