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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Hey @Bow ,

I'm around. We have the webinar soon, so you are welcome to hop on and listen if you'd like.

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Not in the headspace for that @tyme

nevermind

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Alas I am busy @Bow I'm about to skip off to webinar!! But that doesn't mean you're burdening me!! I just won't be able to sit with you proper. In fact maybe it's me who is burdening you by being busy and not being able to make space for you!

And yes, that sounds kinda ridiculous doesn't it? Well when you say you feel you're burdening me by reaching out, it lands just about the same way/sounds just as ridiculous to my brain! Just sayin 😋 Please never feel like my busy-ness is a reason for you to refrain from tagging me!!

Sending much love!! Chat tomorrow if you're about 💜

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I'm here if you need anything @Bow

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There’s always consequences to actions even when them actions were not mine. I didn’t ask for it. Didn’t want it. Those actions were done to me. The consequences happened to me. They were mine to deal with @tyme

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Hearing you @Bow . And it sounds like these actions continue to impact you to this day. It holds you, keeps you in an unpleasant place and continues to have power over you. I hear how terribly hard this is.

What does the ideal like look like for you, moving forward?

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That’s not something I can think about @tyme not something that I can connect with right now

Just trying to breath at the moment

it’s hard

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That's okay. @Bow No pressure at all. Thank you for being open and honest that you don't feel you are able to do it at the moment - and that's totally okay.

Good on you for engaging in the power of the breath. Take your time.

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Wasn’t ready for this @tyme not yet

not straight away

needed time to pick up the pieces first

put myself back together somewhat

it hurts

i hurt

Content/trigger warning
want to hurt

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Hey @Bow ,

I hear you are hurting a lot right now and the hurt is so real.

In order to guide your posting to be recovery-focused, what does support look like for you at the moment?

I'm mindful this is a very difficult time, and even if it's to have an ear, we're here.

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