My Mosaic

Hi there @Bow,

I hope you're able to have a good rest this evening. Please reach out to a crisis helpline if you need to talk to someone-

Lifeline: 13 11 14
Suicide Call Back Service: 1300 659 467

See you around,
Sphinxly

@Bow

Darling Harbour is a wonderful place to visit, Know it well. Make the most of it.

Apple

I wish that there were word that would make me feel ok. Words that would make me feel better. Feel healed.

Truth is your words are drowned out by the words inside my head. Words that remind me that I am not ok.

Self hatred and disgust scream loud all day long. They are the words I hear as the sun rises and the last words I hear when my head eventually hits the pillow.

As a little girl I was always taught that words would never hurt me. But we all know that is a lie, words destroy the soul, they shattered the inner person leaving behind brokenness and despair.

Words never leave me alone, whispering but often screaming loud, driving me to isolation, no one understands the storm inside my head.

Often leaving me frightened and overwhelmed words need to be expressed, turning into scars on pasty white flesh.

I beg for them to stop or even just to turn down the volume so they aren’t quite so loud. Words inside my head.

Sitting with you @Bow

💖🤗💖🤗💖

Hope your day has been better @Eve7 ?

I’ve been working today @Bow

Ah yes I recall now sorry. Hope it was an ok day then

It was interesting @Bow but I didn’t have a lot to do so I caught up with staff I haven’t seen in ages and did some service monitoring.

I have a Psych appointment in the morning and ECT on Wednesday. So much to look forward to lol