My Mosaic

Bed is ok @Bow if that's what you need. Sometimes it is the best place to be.

Sitting with you hon

I’ve spent all day in bed

feeling Very alone

heard from no one

d is home though

so I should probably get up

but I don’t want to

feel so low

dark thoughts are consuming me

hey @Bow sorry to hear that the new SW hasn't called yet, perhaps the transition might be taking a lil longer on their end. would it possible/do you feel comfortable reaching out to the SW to have a chat?

No I don’t @rav3n

sorry

no need to apologise at all! @Bow are you going to see your psych or CM soon? hopefully you get the chance to chat about this transition with your team.

what are you and D up to?

@rav3n I don’t have anything booked with my CM. And I’m suppose to see my psych Thursday.
I feel so stupid. But I’m really not ok. I guess they can all be thankful mum is away.

it's not stupid to feel your feelings @Bow it can take time to adjust to these changes but just know that their lack of calling you doesn't mean they don't care about you. it's good you're seeing your psych on Thursday. how long is mum away for?

Mums on the spirit of Tasmania tomorrow night and then the train overnight Thursday. Back here Friday morning @rav3n

don’t know how to pull myself out of this

oh i see, is there anything else that's helping you stay safe? i'm around tonight to keep you company if you'd like @Bow i know it's hard, but you can do this. i'm here with you.

do you have any errands or plans for tonight? watching tv? working on your crafts?

My daughter is the only reason I’m staying safe @rav3n but SH…. I’ve failed there heaps 😩

im just watching tv at the moment. But I’m getting antsy… need to do something. D won’t come out. I asked if she’d play some games with me but she won’t.