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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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@Bow sitting with you sweetheart 💜💜

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No darling @Bow please don’t say that. This will not take you and you do matter. You are important, very important for yourself and your daughter. You matter very much and are very worthy.

Hugs, hugs and more hugs

💜🤗🙏🤗🙏🤗💜

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Hi @Bow.... so sorry you're in this place of hopelessness, and even after reaching out to so many Health professionals who can't seem to help.
I know our situationavare very different and I'm not sure what SH you're doing but I just want to say, having been where you are and struggling with intense SI tonight myself...
DON'T ACT ON IT!!!
Tomorrow always comes, and there's always a little something wonderful you'll be glad you didn't miss. Hang in there (((((Bow))))) - just get through the night.
💙💙💙

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hey @Bow just checking in with you, are you safe? I know it can be tough, please reach out for the supports like life line if you need or feel unsafe.

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no no im not last night today is a blur on the edge hanging by a thread why why is this so hard

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Sweetheart, please take care. I’m sitting with you but please call a person if you need help, Lifeline, Sane, Pastor, parents.

hugs

❤️🙏🤗🙏❤️

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@Bow sitting with you hun.

You are not alone

@Eve7 💜💜

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I’m sorry this is all I am a shell of an existence broken I can’t keep doing this to you to me

I’ve tried my pastors I’ve tried comm mental health

Feel like I’m a step away

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Hi there @Bow ,

So sorry to hear you are still grappling so strongly with urges to SH today, I can hear that it’s a really tough time for you at the moment and I know you are doing a lot and reaching out a lot for your safety which is really encouraging to see. It can be so challenging to manage the urge to SH when things are so intense, we want you to know however that you’re not alone, and everyone at the SANE Forums team and the wider community wants to be here to support you. Would you be open to getting in touch with SCBS or Lifeline for a chat, or contact emergency services if you need immediate assistance?

You are important to us and it's essential that you are able to stay safe.

Please take care and we are here with you always,

Otter

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Stay here with us @Bow

You are stronger then you think

Here with you 💜

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