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My Mosaic

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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hey @Bow how are you doing today? 😊

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In all honesty @rav3n im still struggling heaps. Going through phases of just feeling really flat and frightened and then I flip into feeling angry with myself.

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@Bow i can see how having those mixed feelings can make it feel more overwhelming, so sorry that you have to go through this. do you feel up to talking to Lifeline or SCBS about those feelings today?

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Nah @rav3n last thing I wanna do is talk to some random stranger who is most likely not going to be helpful while I’m feeling so vulnerable. Sorry

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no need to apologise! @Bow is there anything you can do tonight to keep you feeling safe or perhaps distract you for a bit? maybe even watching tv with D?

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Yeah just watching tv at the moment @rav3n and trying to convince daughter to play some games with me.

hopefully I can talk to my SW at groups tomorrow.

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chatting with SW sounds like a good plan! @Bow

what are you watching on tv right now? games sound fun, are these the card games you mentioned last time?

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Just hope my SW has some time before/during or after group. They are often short staffed @rav3n and she has to transport people home afterwards.

just watching neighbors. And have thrashed daughter is 2 games of rummy-o. Gonna play Dutch blitz now

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ahh okay i see, that sucks about the limited time! fingers crossed she does have time though. are you allowed to contact the SW at other times, or even book in time ahead?

ooo how's your daughter taking the loss? 😆

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Yeah I can message her and see if she has any time around groups for a quick catch up @rav3n i am seeing her Thursday for a coffee too, so could potentially wait til then, but feeling like I just need a little something before. I have increasing SH and SI tonight. Feeling very edgy and panicky

she doesn’t like losing. We’ve finished now. Just on the couch watching tv again

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