My Mosaic

Hahaha @Bow the lego artwork you shared is amazing!! Very clever hehe. How'd it go at market?

@Bow Just caught up on your post above - sounds like a very heavy day hun!

It sucks they haven't been doing grounding like you asked. Perhaps because it's not part of the facilitator's regular routine, they forgot? And just need a little reminder?

Do you still feel like you got something out of the group today?

Maybe I could email the facilitator and remind them about the grounding exercises? I don’t know. I don’t wanna be annoying @Jynx

yeah guess I still got stuff out of it. And we got home work to do this week.

haven’t taken the Lego piece to market yet. Will do this Sunday.

I’m really not ok tonight. Constantly feeling on the verge of tears and desperately wanting to just disappear and not be here anymore. I’m utterly exhausted from constantly fighting, I’m over my life being dictated around my eating disorder and all the appointments I have to attend. Nothing really helps, nothing ever really gives me any relief from the relentless noise inside my head. I’m so very lonely. I’m constantly in severe pain and there is nothing I can do about it, it’s my own fault. I want out.

Hey @Bow

Not much I can say to help. I do know that you've had a really hard day too.

Sitting here with you hon and listening 💗💗

Aww @Bow sending you some very squishy huggles hun 🫂🫂

I can imagine you're feeling pretty burnt out on recovery at the moment. It happens to us all tbh. Is it something you could chat to your SW about? IDK maybe having fewer appts and stuff every week might give you some time and space to just be...

Here for you darlin 💜

I’m sorry @Snowie but I got no fight left. I feel so broken. Shattered.

No need to apologise @Bow

If you feel this way then so be it.

It’s not living, it’s just existing.

im sorry 😢

@Bow nothing to apologise for hun. Is there anything I can do for you tonight? Some distracty chats? And are you feeling worried about your safety tonight?