My Mosaic

That’s disgusting @Bow !!! You deserve more respect than that.

I wouldn’t go back there either. Surely your Pastor or someone at church could recommend a more competent, compassionate GP.

Read some of your affirmations hun. You’re a child of the King and you deserve the best!

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Weekends are hard. This afternoon is hard. Already feeling fragile.

Yeah I know, some days are very hard @Bow . I'm feeling pretty fragile myself right now, so havent got much to offer. But I'm listening, I understand and I'm here for you.

Emelia 💞

Sorry today is hard for you too @Emelia8 😞

@Bow @Emelia8 hinking of you both.

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I’ll be ok

I made it to church this morning. It was difficult, it was difficult to sit there, people looking, commenting. It felt incredible uncomfortable.

Last night was not so great. I did things I shouldn’t. Things I agreed not to do. I tried to talk, tried to reach out, but it was unhelpful.

We have family coming for lunch, I’m not looking forward to their arrival. I just need to be alone. But I’m trapped.

Thinking about the week ahead, challenges to face. Psychologist on Tuesday again, but before that I need to try and make calls for Ed support. I still feel so fragile, let down from Friday’s appointment, unsure where to go, who to call, and if I even can.

I keep getting this raging anger that builds up inside me that I’ve done this to myself. Stupidity. Why? I’ve messed so much up, why did I go and add this to it. So many regrets.

have yu ever called 000 for yourself?

No @Bow I have called triple 000 for someone else, but never for myself. But if I felt unsafe, I would certainly do so.

Emelia 😔🌷