My Mosaic

It does @lavenderhaze its a constant battle. Sleep.

ive crawled into bed. Safest place for me to be at the moment

hi @Snowie

Afternoon @Bow

Bed sounds comfy and warm. I hope staying in bed helps.

Do you have to do anything this afternoon?

Yeah bed is warm and comfy @Snowie its wet and miserable here at the moment.
no plans this arvo, mums already made a start on dinner… I was gonna cook cause she cooked last night, but oh well.

I chatted with my SW a bit today. I had journaling group, we did a couple of work sheets on self care and then did some free journaling. I let her read what I wrote. I got very loud SI voices and ED voices at the moment. A double whammy. It truly sucks. SW said it will be something to talk with pdoc tomorrow. SW mentioned hospital. I said no.

It is warm and comfy @Bow Where I am at the moment too.

Thats brave of you to let your SW read what you wrote. That takes a lot of courage.

I'm sorry about your voices. Hopefully you can speak to the pdoc tomorrow. I know it won't take them away, but maybe they can quieten down a bit

Oh I know that hospital conversation. I would have said no too.

Just finished my movie and got up to help with the rest of dinner @Snowie @I’m cold now…. It was nice and warm in bed.

im dreading dinner. 😩

If I don’t bring things up tomorrow with pdoc, my SW will. As hard as that is at times, I’m kinda glad that she speaks up when I can’t. I’m probably the most honest with her…. But obviously don’t tell her… or anyone everything. That’s just too hard. I’m a bit concerned pdoc will mention hospital again.

Maybe that's a good thing having your support worker with you @Bow As you said if you don't say something, they will. At least this way they are kept in the loop.

I think they are just giving you the option of hospital hon. They probably just mention it because they are concerned about you.

What's for dinner?

Yeah I guess so @Snowie

last appointment pdoc asked if I was safe to do med changes at home. I said I think so. Think my mood has dropped even further since then… so just anxious about it.

mum cooked these pork steaks from aldi. I don’t like them much. Couldn’t eat it all. And now I feel sick.

Can make med changes a bit harder @Bow

Can you always give them to your mum if it comes to that? Hubby has control of my meds, except for my prn's. I can understand if you feel anxious however.

At least you gave dinner a go hon. Thats better than nothing.

I could @Snowie at the moment they just sit on the kitchen bench and there is no supervision of med taking so I do what I please.
if I was to ask mum to take them that would probably involve a conversation. Sigh

It might involve a conversation with your mum @Bow but might be one less thing you have to worry about.

What have you got on tomorrow? (Sorry if I have already asked, my brain isn't great atm)