My Mosaic

How’s your Mum today @Bow ?

I hope you’re managing ok my sweet friend.

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@Eve7 I've just been to pick Mum up. She is ok, but rather sore. She needs another scan and needs to take it easy.
I'm feeling emotional. I need to pull myself together, I can't rely on Mum anymore. How do I do this??

how do you make such a life changing decision? how? its not only going to impact me, but so many others around me. either or, the consequences feel huge. ive had a week to process it and im not any close to knowing what i want... what i can do about this. i feel the weight of it all day. ive had flashbacks again this evening, from that night. im feeling emotional. really teary. i feel incredible alone, and no i still havent told anyone else. i want someone to sit with me, hold me and tell me its all going to be ok. but is it?

Oh @Bow 😔💝 I would be happy to sit with you and give you a hug. And yes, to tell you that somehow, everything will be okay in the end. Not sure just how yet, but I know it will be okay Bow. So please hang in there until you see the way forward in this.

Emelia 💗

Hello @Bow

I popped in to check on you and your Mum? I see she is home. How are things?

Thanks @Anastasia Mum is ok. She is using my step dads walker around the house. Still in pain and could be limited to what she can do for up to 6wks.

Gosh, poor thing, glad she is home though now.

Thinking of you @Bow. I understand your struggles right now. Please know that I have you in my heart and am sending strength to you to make the best decision for YOU, I really feel for you and wish I had a magic wand to fix things. Go with your heart Bow, holding your hand along the way xox

Good morning @Bow

Sending you love and strength to get through today.

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Thank you @Snowie @Anastasia your kind words have me in tears today.

@Bow