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My Mosaic

BowSenior Contributor

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

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oh @Bow

It breaks my heart to hear how much pain you're in.

I know I can't help you in any way, but please know I'm here with you.

I hope you can hold onto your daughter to get you through this. She needs you in this world. We all do.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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You cant get rid of us @Bow No matter how you feel you are worth it to me and alot of others on here.

Will continue to sit with you ❤️

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor

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Hey @Bow

I'm just letting you know I'm thinking about you.

I know you can stay strong and can get through this.

Sending you a big hug like this clip.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mp49uhcEDyY

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Bow, I hope today has been kinder to you 💖🫂

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BowSenior Contributor

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Can’t wait for today to be over. I had my bloods done this morning. Then I had my annual pelvic ultrasound in prep for my oncologist review next week. The ultrasound is always a triggering experience for me and I’ve been on edge all day as a result.

Tomorrow I have a pdoc appointment with the new pdoc. My appointment was suppose to be next week but my temp CM managed to bring it forward, but she won’t be there tomorrow for it. Thankfully my support worker will be though. I’m so anxious about the appointment. Having to start all over again with someone new…. And a male. And I’m really not in an ok place.
After that appointment I have to scoot straight to my gp appointment. She’s gonna be so disappointed in me. I’ve gone downhill so much since I last seen her. So much sh. ED behaviours. I can hear her now…. And the lectures.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Bow, it’s understandable for the ultrasound to be triggering, particularly if you had trauma in the past. I would be on edge too.

It is hard when supports leave and it can be harder with a male support at times.

I’m hearing it’s been really difficult for you lately. Sending you lots of love and hugs 💖🫂

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tymeModerator

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Sitting with you @Bow .

I'm glad that the support worker will be with you.

You have every reason to feel what you are feeling right now. It's not easy at all.

Please know we are here for you.

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BowSenior Contributor

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@tyme You around tonight or in pgc?

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tymeModerator

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I'm around here tonight - not PGC 🙂 @Bow

I can sit with you.

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BowSenior Contributor

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How was your day @tyme ?

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