My Mosaic

I really don’t know what to say. @Bow But please know that I have read it and I’m sorry you had to and still going through all that.

@Bow hey darlin, sounds like a rough evening for you. Do you wanna discuss or distract? Or some secret third option... 😋

Posted a vent back a bit @Jynx just feeling yuck inside and my head won’t stop

Oh I missed that before @Bow but just had a read through.

I think you have every right to be angry. Disappointed. I imagine you feel very let down, and very much a person who is 'falling through the gaps' as they say in MH circles. Sounds like your dietician is really on your side though, and wants to advocate for you. I'm glad you have her.

Do you think having a big cry this arvo might be needed? I imagine you might have your hands full with your little one, but hopefully you get an opportunity to release some of the pent up pressure.

I’m real tired of falling through the gaps though @Jynx it happens every time and it feels like nothing will change. It really makes me feel devalued as a human…. More feelings inside but can’t find the words

hard to cry with D around. She’s been sleeping in my bed.

@Bow try to remember that your worth cannot be dictated by failure of systems and policies. I can very much understand how your experiences would leave you feeling this way though.

Do you ever cry around her? I think it's okay to, heck I'd even encourage crying around our kids. Maybe not all the time, but sometimes, so we can model to them that it's okay to cry, it's okay to not be able to hold it together all the time, and it's okay to ask for some hugs and comfort from the ones we love.

Feeling pretty hopeless atm @Jynx

Awww. I'm sorry to hear that. Sorry I haven't read up on anything, but it sounds horrible to be in this place.

That was for you @Bow - sorry, forgot to tag you.