My Mosaic

Thanks for your words @lavenderhaze

@I really don’t have much left. There really ain’t much more to say. Don’t see the point. I just keep wasting everyone’s time. Tis all just a matter of time.

You are not wasting anyone's time @Bow. 💜 I don't want you to feel alone in this. Is it okay if I flick you an email shortly?

@Bow just wanted to pop in briefly to say that I am really hearing your frustration, at being given suggestions that felt unhelpful and at how unheard it sounds like you felt. Sounds more like they were wasting your time than the other way around.

Sending hugs 🫂

Hi my dear @Bow

Hoping today is a little better for you.

Has D started back at school yet?

I had a rough night. Really high anxiety. Hard to tell if my chest pain was from increase anxiety over facing tomorrow’s appointments or from my current health and bad bloods.

my gp called me bright and early. I was still in bed. My potassium had dropped further and was dangerously low. She told me to go straight to hospital.
I got my D off to her first year of year3.
called and cancelled my 2 appointments for today and then called my support worker who came and picked me up.
thankfully didn’t have to wait long to be called into triage and was then put straight onto a wheelchair to resus. Bag after bag of fluids and meds.
im tired

im scared

im alone

Hey @Bow

I'm so sorry to hear that you've had a really hard night, I'm glad that you were able to go get everything checked.

Are you able to rest today and take some time for yourself?

You're not alone at all, we're all here to support you and care about you greatly.

Here to chat if you needed ❤️

I’m glad you got D off to her first day back at school @Bow. That was your goal

I'm sorry that you have had a bad night and it has come to this. I hope that they can help you and you allow them too.

I get that you’re scared and I get that you’re alone.

Hi @Bow

Whilst I never want you to end up going to hospital hon, I am glad you went and got some help. Hopefully you don't have to stay in there for long.

I hope D enjoyed her first day back at school.

Sending love and hugs 💜💜

I’m still in resus. My potassium is not budging despite the many bags of IV . I’m being admitted under the gastro team.

I’m tired and scared

@Jynx

@Snowie @Captain24

Thanks for the update @Bow. I hope they can get your levels up soon. Hang in there. As much as you don’t want to be, you are in the best place to help.

I am thinking of you and sending you loads of hugs and love.