My Mosaic

I’m proud of you @Bow

Home from my gp. It was really long. It was really bad. Scary 😭😩

Sending you hugs and here for a chat if you need @Bow 💗

Hugs @Bow and sitting with you xx

Thanks @amber22 but can’t really talk about it on here. Thanks though

Heya @Bow 🙂

Will you be going to church for Christmas?

I wasn't planning to, but this morning I went to the local church because they wanted help with cooking. They are feeding over 100 people in the next few days, so I offered to volunteer and help.

It felt really good to help out. I then came home and started tidying my place.

It sounds like things have been tough for you?

Hey @tyme

nah I don’t tend to go to church on Christmas Day. It’s hard when I have to share the day with my ex…. So want to spend as much time with my daughter. Perhaps we will go Sunday… Christmas Eve. my D and I always take some time to acknowledge the true meaning of Christmas on Christmas Day though.

that’s nice that you volunteered! (You don’t stop do you @tyme?!!) I’d like to volunteer one year…. Maybe when my daughter is older.

yeah been rough… particularly bad day today. SH wise.

seen or heard from everyone today in some way or form! Had a pdoc appointment, my CM was there and another SW cause mine was starting late. Seen my psychologist in passing while waiting for pdoc. Email from my dietitian. Gp visit with my support worker.

plan in place for the weekend.

I hope you plan to put your feet up a bit on your days off!!

Also quiet anxious at the moment. My SW will of emailed my CM to let her know the outcome of my gp appointment- which is fine. But then I’m half expecting my CM to then call and report to my mum without my permission or letting me know first- she does this frequently.

Hey @Bow ,

Fair enough that you want to spend as much time as you can with D. She must be growing up so quickly. I can only imagine how much she is maturing.

Yeah, volunteering made be feel really good. I enjoyed it. As for stopping, I think I just keep going! I know what you mean though.

I've been doing some lego with my nephew while he's on school holidays. He building a crocodile at the moment.

As for the doc calling your mum, i know first hand how annoying it is. When I was in hospital, they would always call my sister and let her know. I was so so so annoyed with this. Oh well, I didn't have a choice back then. I sort of feel they feel that they need to let someone know that is family so that IF anything happens, the family can't turn around and say they didn't know anything? At the same time, when it happened, I felt upset that they just didn't' listen to me when I told them 'NO, don't contact people'. Grrrr... I feel annoyed just thinking about it!

Your like the energiser bunny @tyme !! You just keep going and going!

oh that’s nice that your doing Lego with your nephew. What are you building? I must get in and do some too. I shift between Lego, puzzles and painting. I started a Christmas puzzle last weekend…. I can usually do a 1000 piece puzzle in a few days, but this one is so hard I don’t think I’ll get it done by Christmas!

I get them needing to tell my mum certain things. But they don’t need to treat me like a kid and if they are gonna tell her something the heads up would be nice first. They have tried calling her twice the last week or so and I have said no.