attention seeking or needing an overload of connections with people in order to feel secure?

is it wrong to keep trying to talk to someone ? someone you love and miss and would like to talk to? is it they dont answer because their busy or are are they just plain sick of me? yes this could all be overthinking but I miss someone do they miss me too or are they happy not to talk now like we used to be able to talk ? am i expecting too much? im definetly talking to multiple people at the momment but theres one Im wishing I could talk too but we are not talking currently I tried called twice tonight ,Im trying sorry that I didnt try to keep in contact with you much before Im trying now though simply because I miss you I miss your voice Ive heard from everyone else that I can for the time being except you am i attention seeking or is this some deep unfullfilled need of connection to have connections with as many people that I know around me did I do something to hurt you? are you busy or is it that I keep trying to talk to you at the wrong time? do you not wish to speak to me now for some reason? it just makes me sad ive talked and seen everyone lately but you ,please talk even if you yell or swear at me at least that would be something I need to hear your voice tonights venting of LostAngel