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Thoughts

Lilly6Senior Contributor

Thoughts

This is how I feel, do not read on if negative thoughts bother you........

Saw my therapist yesterday and couldn’t connect with her at all. Felt like I was on a completely different wavelength which made me sad.
I feel so flat like there is nothing for me and no one that really cares. Everything is grey.
My meds have not made an ounce of difference still feel the same.
I thought for a while that there was something worth staying for but I know there is not.
Right now I feel life is not precious, not mine anyway.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Hey @Lilly6

That is great news, thank you for letting us know, we've all been thinking of you x

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Hi @Lilly6 ....hope you can catch your breath now that it's the weekend...I hope it's sunny where you are...thinking of you and wishing you good things 🙂

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Thinking of you @Lilly6 ❤️

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Thinking of you and hoping that the weekend is a good one for you - relaxing and hopeful and sunny....

@Lilly6

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Lilly6Senior Contributor

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Thank you @NatureLover the weather is lovely today and not doing much, so tired.
Taking it easy as I have no real motivation to do anything lol. Still battling this constant ideation and the voice telling me I should just give up. Hope you are having a good weekend.

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OtterSenior Contributor

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Hi @Lilly6 ,

Sorry to hear that you are struggling with some SI today - we know it can be very difficult to manage, are you able to reach out to someone to have a chat or lean on one of your supports today?

Hoping you are well and with much care,

Otter

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Lilly6 I'm so sorry you're still having to battle constant SI...it's exhausting and demoralising 😞

That's good you're taking it easy, hopefully recuperating for the week ahead at work...

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Lilly6 Thinking of you...hoping your work this week goes better than last week...and that you're not struggling too much with SI.

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Lilly6Senior Contributor

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Thanks @NatureLover and no it is not any better. I don't know what to do. I cannot quit my job as then I can't pay everything I need to. I feel the constant pressure to meet deadlines and assessment is just sapping my soul. Before I never had trouble meeting task deadlines now I just can't seem to get everything done. I just want to crawl under a rock and never come out lol. I don't want to bore you with all this. I am done.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Lilly6 wrote:

I just want to crawl under a rock and never come out lol.

That sounds like bad depression to me...I don't know how you're able to work at all, @Lilly6 😞

You are not boring us at all...we are here to listen.

I'm sorry things don't feel any better...and I'm not sure what you mean by "I am done"...can you explain more?

Sending you hugs...

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