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Thoughts

Lilly6Senior Contributor20 Aug 2020, 8:06 am AEST

Thoughts

This is how I feel, do not read on if negative thoughts bother you........

Saw my therapist yesterday and couldn’t connect with her at all. Felt like I was on a completely different wavelength which made me sad.
I feel so flat like there is nothing for me and no one that really cares. Everything is grey.
My meds have not made an ounce of difference still feel the same.
I thought for a while that there was something worth staying for but I know there is not.
Right now I feel life is not precious, not mine anyway.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor18 Oct 2020, 7:37 pm AEDT

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hello and hugs @Lilly6

@Anastasia, @Maggie

Hello @anonymouse_ , @formaggio

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Lilly6Senior Contributor19 Oct 2020, 12:49 am AEDT

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My Aunty's funeral is Tuesday so I will be driving back to Qld tomorrow. I am on special leave so on the plus side I won't need to ask for time off.
I am so stressed right now about everything that is going on and nervous at what the week will bring. I am so tempted to give up on everything and not return home.

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MaggieSenior Contributor19 Oct 2020, 4:57 am AEDT

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@Lilly6 I know the funeral is going to be a very tough time for you. I really am sorry it’s on top of so much going on in your personal life right now.

I don’t know if you have anyone who could go with you, or a family member once you are there, to offer you some support.

I can hear how stressed you are, and I’m sorry it’s such a rough time.

Please hang in there. We will be with you when we can, so in part, you are not alone.

Sending warm thoughts your way. 💙💙💙💙

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MaggieSenior Contributor20 Oct 2020, 4:33 am AEDT

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@Lilly6 Thinking of you today. I know it’s going to be really hard. Sending you lots of 💜💜💜

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor20 Oct 2020, 6:58 am AEDT

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Thinking of you today dear @Lilly6 xxx

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Lilly6Senior Contributor20 Oct 2020, 10:19 am AEDT

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Thank you @Maggie the flowers are beautiful.

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Lilly6Senior Contributor20 Oct 2020, 10:22 am AEDT

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Thank you @Anastasia I appreciate your kind words and thoughts.
I am in the worst place ever right now. Doctor letting me go to funeral but I have to go back tomorrow. Everything is such a mess right now. I just want to curl up under a rock and hide. So so bad right now.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor20 Oct 2020, 10:44 am AEDT