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Something’s not right

Thoughts

Lilly6Senior Contributor20 Aug 2020, 8:06 am AEST

Thoughts

This is how I feel, do not read on if negative thoughts bother you........

Saw my therapist yesterday and couldn’t connect with her at all. Felt like I was on a completely different wavelength which made me sad.
I feel so flat like there is nothing for me and no one that really cares. Everything is grey.
My meds have not made an ounce of difference still feel the same.
I thought for a while that there was something worth staying for but I know there is not.
Right now I feel life is not precious, not mine anyway.

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BPDSurvivorSenior Contributor14 Oct 2020, 11:03 am AEDT

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@Lilly6 ,

Huge hugs to you. As if life wasn't challenging enough! I'm so sorry for your loss.

Please know we are here for you.

BPDSurvivor

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Lilly6Senior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 9:08 am AEDT

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Thank you @BPDSurvivor @Anastasia @Maggie @NiteKat @Shaz51 i am in hospital right now as I tried to end my life yesterday. I have been scheduled this time. Will be taken to mental health hospital this morning. I have been in such a dark dark place and felt there was just no other way out.
Thank you all so so much for your support, it has really really meant a lot. Hopefully now I can get better. 💕💕💕💕

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 9:54 am AEDT

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Sweet @Lilly6

I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I'm glad you are now getting the care necessary to start your recovery process. Here with you holding your hand all the way. Hugs and hugs dear Lilly xxx

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MaggieSenior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 10:30 am AEDT

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@Lilly6 I’m sorry you are in so much pain. I hope you received the help you deserve. Please take care of yourself. Sending 💕💕💕

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Lilly6Senior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 11:18 am AEDT

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Thank you so much @Anastasia 💕💕

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Lilly6Senior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 11:19 am AEDT

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Thank you so much @Maggie 💕💕

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MaggieSenior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 11:41 am AEDT

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@Lilly6 Dropping off some flowers. Hope they brighten your day. And a coffee. I remember how bad the hospital coffee was. Take care of yourself. ❣️❣️

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Lilly6Senior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 12:29 pm AEDT

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Thank you so much @Maggie , beautiful 😍

Still waiting for transport and so tempted to walk out. Trouble is police have my car and keys and think they would check I had been discharged before giving keys back somehow....

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BPDSurvivorSenior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 4:06 pm AEDT

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@Lilly6 ,

Take care. We are better of WITH you.

Looking forward to hearing from you.

BPDSurvivor, HUGS

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor15 Oct 2020, 4:20 pm AEDT

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That coffee looks so good @Maggie

I think we should all have one together

@BPDSurvivor @Lilly6 @Shaz51 and anyone else ☕☕☕💞

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