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Thoughts

Lilly6Senior Contributor

Thoughts

This is how I feel, do not read on if negative thoughts bother you........

Saw my therapist yesterday and couldn’t connect with her at all. Felt like I was on a completely different wavelength which made me sad.
I feel so flat like there is nothing for me and no one that really cares. Everything is grey.
My meds have not made an ounce of difference still feel the same.
I thought for a while that there was something worth staying for but I know there is not.
Right now I feel life is not precious, not mine anyway.

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Lilly6Senior Contributor

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Again thank you for sitting with me over the weekend. I appreciate it. I am still very much struggling with sui ideation and planning but am doing my best to deal with it. I talked to Lifeline twice over the weekend and they were very helpful. 💜💜

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BPDSurvivorSenior Contributor

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Hi @Lilly6 , ditto to @Anastasia - Life certainly is a rollercoaster!

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Hi @Lilly6

Proud of you for reaching out. Please keep doing so. @ at the beginning tags us hun so we see your message quicker. Please stay safe, you matter to me 💞

@BPDSurvivor thanks hun hope you are doing ok x

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Lilly6Senior Contributor

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Thank you @Anastasia @and @BPDSurvivor . My Aunty died last night and while I haven't seen her for a while I still loved her and she was in my life a lot as a child and younger adult. 😔😔

Thank you for being there for me. I feel quite sad tonight and wondering why she had to go.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Oh @Lilly6

I am so terribly sorry. That is hard. Sitting with you in the hope it helps a little xxxx

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Lilly6Senior Contributor

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Thank you @Anastasia

@Anastasia wrote:

Oh @Lilly6

I am so terribly sorry. That is hard. Sitting with you in the hope it helps a little xxxx

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Lilly6Senior Contributor

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Today has been awful starting with hearing my Aunty had passed then a long day at work then big issues in the group I help moderate. I am absolutely done. I cannot do it anymore.
I am not saying this to get anyone's sympathy or whatever. I am just putting it out there. I am absolutely absolutely done. So tired of this life and the crap that seems to follow me around.

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NiteKatSenior Contributor

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Hi Lilly6

Thank you for posting and sharing your feelings right now.

Ive sent you an email.

NiteKat (mod)

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MaggieSenior Contributor

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@Lilly6 I sorry to hear your aunt has passed, that is such a huge things to come to terms with.

Yesterday sounds like it was awful , from start to finish. Just dropping off some ❣️❣️❣️

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Hello @Lilly6

I am sorry I am only seeing your message now...

I hope that you were able to have some offline support, I am hearing you Lilly, I have days where I feel like there is no hope. Been very up and down myself of late and wondering what it's all about. I am sitting here with you Lilly and sending an abundnace of strength and love your way xox

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