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Thoughts

Lilly6Senior Contributor20 Aug 2020, 8:06 am AEST

Thoughts

This is how I feel, do not read on if negative thoughts bother you........

Saw my therapist yesterday and couldn’t connect with her at all. Felt like I was on a completely different wavelength which made me sad.
I feel so flat like there is nothing for me and no one that really cares. Everything is grey.
My meds have not made an ounce of difference still feel the same.
I thought for a while that there was something worth staying for but I know there is not.
Right now I feel life is not precious, not mine anyway.

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Lilly6Senior Contributor11 Sept 2020, 7:35 pm AEST

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Hi @NatureLover I am sorry you have been away with depression and hope you are doing better. I am going ok, still some down times but not too bad right now.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor11 Sept 2020, 9:26 pm AEST

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My dear friend @NatureLover so sorry you're been struggling, I have missed you so much. I'm glad you are here. Do you have a thread hun? I've looked but not found one. It's so like you to check in @Lilly6 when your world is upside down. You have a heart of gold ❤️. Lilly6 if you're free come to The Weekly Friday Feast hun xxx

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor12 Sept 2020, 7:39 am AEST

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@Lilly6 wrote:
Hi @NatureLover I am sorry you have been away with depression and hope you are doing better. I am going ok, still some down times but not too bad right now.

Thanks for your reply, @Lilly6 and for the update...I'm glad and relieved to hear that things aren't too bad for you. I'm hoping that the down times aren't severe, and that things continue to improve for you...

I'm feeling a bit stronger, thanks...

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor12 Sept 2020, 7:43 am AEST

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@Anastasia thank you for your sweet message! I really appreciate it. My thread is Any diagnosed germophobes or hoarders on this forum? Thank you for looking I will catch up with your news shortly...

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor20 Sept 2020, 10:53 am AEST

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Hi @Lilly6 , thinking of you and wondering how you're doing? I hope things have been more up than down, and that you're doing OK...

Sending lots of best wishes...

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor21 Sept 2020, 2:55 am AEST

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Hello @Lilly6

I haven't seen you around...hoping that things are good for you my friend

@NatureLover @Shaz51 @eth

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor24 Sept 2020, 3:40 pm AEST

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Thinking of you, @Lilly6 ...hoping that everything is OK, that you are OK, and that things are improving for you...

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Lilly6Senior Contributor27 Sept 2020, 2:23 am AEST

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Thanks @NatureLover this week has been really really hard. A long week at work and stuff in my personal life that has worn me down and I can't take anymore. I feel I am always fighting against the tide and always will be. I can't fight anymore. I am sick of feeling always alone. Sorry for the negativity, I know things were going well.

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jazzSenior Contributor27 Sept 2020, 2:32 am AEST

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Hey @Lilly6 I know it can be tough, its good you can have support. Please take care and make sure to call the support lines should this change or get worse for you so that you have support.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor27 Sept 2020, 6:51 am AEST

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Hi @Lilly6 , thanks for checking in with an update. I'm really sorry to hear that things have been so tough. Please don't be sorry - it's just how you are feeling, and we want to know how you're doing, so it's good that you write it.

@Lilly6 wrote:
I feel I am always fighting against the tide and always will be. I can't fight anymore.

I understand the feeling of being tired of fighting. And I see that you posted in the middle of the night, so your sleep must be suffering - that's not good. I hope you can leave the fighting for a while in order to rest... I am also hoping for another period of improvement very soon, so that you can have some relief from the fighting. You won't always be fighting - things will improve, @Lilly6 ...

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