Struggling

@Snowie - I hope you sleep well hun.
got my trigger playlist on tonight 💔

@Fluttershy1 I am sorry your brother was so nasty to you Hon - sometimes people just do not know the impact their words have You are certainly not a failure, worthless or a mistake- and your latest news about the course is evidence of your ability and worth. As for 'normal' - I believe there is no such thing. We are all different and unique and need to find our own baseline to work from. We also cannot be 'happy' all the time but you certainly deserve to continue to feel the elation of getting into the course. It is a really hard thing to do when our emotions are all over the place but trying to put his words out of your mind and concentrating on what you have to come with this course may bring a little of that joy back. Could you start planning what you will need for this course and looking at what you will be learning?

I want to hide and cry tonigh, my head isn't clear @Zoe7

I don't know if this would work for you but it does for me when I am feeling heightened emotions @Fluttershy1 I fill the bathroom sink with cold water and dip my face in it - it both helps with the tears and is refreshing. Is that something you could try?

I'm currently blowing up a blow up mattress lol @Zoe7

Ohh Sitting with you my @Fluttershy1

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@Shaz51 - did you see my good news?

Congratulations @Fluttershy1

So happy for you hun. You deserve it and it will be so good for you xxx

I did my @Fluttershy1

Here to suport you daily xxxxx

Well that would knock me out @Fluttershy1 lol