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Struggling

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor05 Aug 2020, 1:11 am AEST

Struggling

Hi all,

Things are really hard my way I'm struggling I've been very distant from social media so I haven't been on forums much due to my MH being really bad. I just seem to be picking myself up constantly and it's not fun it's exhausting. I've constantly been switching alters, I've been told I have another one so that's making me scared and worried.
I am keeping to myself a lot because I'm struggling.
I'm trying to get myself stable so I can be better again and that I can do the things I want to do * once Covid is over *

I'm sorry that I haven't been around lately

Take care all ❤️🦋

@Former-Member @NatureLover @Snowie @outlander @Maggie @eth

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Zoe7Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 10:55 pm AEDT

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Yes but only for a little while @Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:02 pm AEDT

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How are you hun? @Zoe7

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:04 pm AEDT

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@Shaz51 - are you around?

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Zoe7Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:04 pm AEDT

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Very tired but as okay as I can be presently @Fluttershy1 Will be in bed shortly though.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:07 pm AEDT

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@Zoe7 - if you have to go it's fine.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:13 pm AEDT

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Sorry @Fluttershy1 but I do need to - can barely keep my eyes open. I hope you can sleep soon too

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:19 pm AEDT

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Night night @Zoe7

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:49 pm AEDT

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@MDT - how are you my friend

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor16 Oct 2020, 11:54 pm AEDT

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@theposterboy - I'm safe but things are hard. You can check in on emails if you want to.

im safe

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor17 Oct 2020, 9:44 am AEDT

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Good morning @Former-Member @Zoe7 @Anastasia @Appleblossom @Snowie @MDT @Former-Member @Lee82 @Eve7 @Emelia8 @jem80 @BPDSurvivor @frog @Maggie @Bunniekins @outlander @NatureLover @oceangirl @Schitzo @Owlunar @Judi9877 @Caringsoul73 - I hope you are all well!

I had a rough night with my MH it was like a rollercoaster. I relapsed which I now regret. I'm sitting here crying. Not knowing how I feel today. Things are abit here there and everywhere.

I have got other issues outside of my MH that a going crazy and I can't even fix that let alone trying to help myself. I wish family could understand the emotions and pain I'm in when everything is like this. I wish they understood what it's like to have SI & SH thoughts. I wish they just could understand. But they don't so I always act like everything is okay around them when it's not. It's a mess but I keep it all inside of me until everyone goes to sleep. Then I let it all go.

Family don't believe that I have MH issues apparently I'm just faking it when I'm not. I'm actually struggling. They don't even believe that I have a heart condition apparently I'm faking that aswell and I know I'm not. I know that there is something wrong with my heart.

I'm just over trying to explain myself to my family about how I am feeling. I'll just keep it to myself and act like everything is okay when it isn't.

I'm safe. I'm safe.

Take care🙈

@Former-Member

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