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Struggling

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

Struggling

Hi all,

Things are really hard my way I'm struggling I've been very distant from social media so I haven't been on forums much due to my MH being really bad. I just seem to be picking myself up constantly and it's not fun it's exhausting. I've constantly been switching alters, I've been told I have another one so that's making me scared and worried.
I am keeping to myself a lot because I'm struggling.
I'm trying to get myself stable so I can be better again and that I can do the things I want to do * once Covid is over *

I'm sorry that I haven't been around lately

Take care all ❤️🦋

@Former-Member @NatureLover @Snowie @outlander @Maggie @eth

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@jazz @sidekick,

im safe, just having a really rough night been in panic attacks.

You guys can check in on me in emails if you like.

I'm safe

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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Hi @eth @BPDSurvivor @oceangirl @Schitzo @Lee82 @Myboy @Dec @Hamsolo01 @frog @greenpea @jem80 @Shaz51 @NatureLover @Judi9877 @WIP @Caringsoul73 @Dizzyizzy @Eve7 @Emelia8 @Zoe7 @Maggie @outlander and anyone else I've missed.

Things haven't been the greatest the past few days, I've been struggling and none of

my family understand how much I'm not coping I wish they could understand. I'm feeling numb and I can't even stay in the present. I wish it could be better at the moment. I'm over having to do this mental health fight on my own. Not knowing what is going to happen the next day. I'm tired of acting like everything is okay when it isn't. I just put a smile on to try and not show the pain I'm in.

I wish they understood BPD and how sometimes I can struggle with SI & SH thoughts. It's not easy to fight them on my own and then being told I'm faking it when I'm not. I just want to be better. Sometimes I wish I had a magic wand to make this all better.

I'm currently having issues with my family and some of them not wanting me back at there home so now I have to live with mum & brother. I want them to understand. I want it all to be better.

My MH is bad as it is. I'm safe.

im safe

@Former-Member @Former-Member @marchhare

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Former-Member - I'm safe just having a tough night if you read up

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Peregrinefalcon - I'm safe safe. Tough night

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Hi @Fluttershy1

I'm glad you are safe.

I'm sorry your family are not helping in a lot of ways. Sitting with you sweetie

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Anastasia - things are not great at all tonight. Me no good at all. I want to give up but I won't. I'm sorry I'm just a let down and failure.
I'm safe

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@NewDawn - I'm safe, just not mentally good

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Please stay safe and continue to get your outside supports hun. You are so strong. I'm here but I just dozed @Fluttershy1 so may not be very reliable. I care for you x

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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I hidy hidy @Anastasia, if your concerned you can let mod know. I am safe though

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Eve7 @Zoe7 @Lee82 - are you around?

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