Struggling

@Fluttershy1 hey there thanks for letting me know. Take care, stay safe and please reach out to the supports and safety plan if things change for you

@jazz - hey hey,

I'm safe, just not having a great night.
I have a heart monitor and it's hard to sleep with and I've been abit unstable so lots of self care.

im safe

@Fluttershy1 How long is the heart monitor on for? Glad you're feeling better- you sound more positive. I'm signing off soon. Time to unwind for me- its getting late.

@Fluttershy1 You sounded positive in the message you send me. Good insight and plenty of self care. Reach out for support too.

@Jarmilla - I'm safe, just having a rough night. Several panic attacks

I'm okay now

@Otter - I'm safe today, just in a bad mood

@Fluttershy1

Hi @Former-Member @Snowie @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @eth @BPDSurvivor @oceangirl @Schitzo @Lee82 @Myboy @Dec @Hamsolo01 @frog @greenpea @jem80 @Shaz51 @NatureLover @Judi9877 @WIP @Caringsoul73 @Dizzyizzy @Eve7 @Emelia8 @Zoe7 @Maggie @outlander and anyone else I've missed.

I hope you are all well.

I'm sorry for not being so active but I've been in and out of hospital for my heart and MH *SI attempt* but I'm doing abit better now. I'm at home watching a movie and chilling out with my family and animals. Things are very rocky on my end. Not knowing what could happen about my heart condition. My alters are constantly playing up at the moment they are really needy. I'm just so tired at this current point. Hospital kept discharging me when I was still unwell and I had to keep

going back to get them to actually understand I was unwell with my heart condition.
I'm glad that I'm home now.

Feeling safe back at home with my weighted blankie.
very switchy today so I may be abit quiet.

I'm safe and doing abit better

take care💜🦋

Hey @Fluttershy1 I am glad you are back home with your family and animals. It must have been a hard time for you to go back and forth from hospital for your heart condition and MH.

Glad you are safe and doing a bit better.

Sitting with you hun

@Snowie - the hospital was the worst thing every they kept discharging me and they didn't give me the right admission band so I had a allergic reaction to one of the medications and the tape they use.
I got really annoyed though because they turned around and said BPD isn't acute neither is DID!
so they just discharged me with me still being unstable!
They discharged me at 1am the morning expecting me to catch a taxi back home. But I didn't I made them keep me overnight.
things are just everywhere at the moment.