Struggling

@Fluttershy1, I'm with you, I hate needles. Some people find that funny about me because i have a tattoo but to me they aren't the same thing. Well done for getting through it. I hope your physical health picks up and it's good your taking time to care for yourself

@Fluttershy1 Hey sweetheart purple is a great colour to dye your hair. Wish I was young enough to carry it off. I am getting multiple grey hairs so in the sunshine it looks like I have been frosting my hair silver (I love it :D). I want a full head of grey hair :). Be kind to yourself sweetheart. We all love you here Candydipper1. Love peaxxx

Hi @Fluttershy1

Getting your hair dyed purple sounds like good self-care after getting a blood test when you hate needles

And I am glad you are safe and okay for now - and sorry you are not doing well physically - that takes a lot of energy and it's great you have a psycologist who seems to care - excellent work here about caring for yourself and being cared-for

I live in Melbourne - tough lock down and so my hair has been growing and is long enough for a decent pony-tail - I am not sure what colour it is - people would pay a lot of money to have this colour-set I am sure - seeing as it's white in the front and dark brown at the back and a sort of blond elsewhere - I sort of like it but I didn't except to grow a pony tail - I didn't expect a lock down but here we are. I've thought of getting purple tips but I have enough different colours

I wish you the best day possible and I love your name - Candy-Dipper - I love sweet stuff myself - I love 100s and 1000s on my icecream -

Dec

Personally I love Candy Cane

Hey gorgeous ladies. I hope you both were able to get some rest last night. I am happy to say that I slept most of the night. Finally SP is at a strength that works so here's hoping for more restful nights. 🤞

hope your Wednesday is kind to you both.

sending you love and hugs your way. ❤️💜💚💙

@Fluttershy1 @Anastasia

Hey beautiful @Lee82 it's so lovely to hear from you. I have been thiking of you. I am so stoked to hear SP is right so hopefully onwards nd upwards from here for you. I hope your time at your Mum's has improved since we talked last?

I should mention to you both @Fluttershy1 that I have started my painting but I just haven't had more than an hour to keep going 😞 I really loved doing it and cannot wait to get more time to do more. On another note my anxiety is up at peak and I am a bit ridiculous atm and think unless it settles I will have to take the doctors advice and take my meds 😞

I love the sound of your purple hair @Fluttershy1 I am sure you look beautiful

EDIT I hope you are both good - sending hugs @Fluttershy1 @Lee82

Hey hey @Snowie @Emelia8 @Caringsoul73 @Zoe7 @Lee71 @outlander @Maggie @frog @Shaz51 @Anastasia @Lee82 @Owlunar @Bunniekins @Former-Member @Former-Member @Judi9877 @MDT @NatureLover - hope you are all well.

ive been unwell, mentally and physically. Haven't been able to fully focus on anything. My MH has been really bad, it got to the point where I have been reaching out to crisis lines due to me being so disassociative and not really coping.
I've spent most of my week to and from the doctors due to my mental health... Wednesday I had a mental breakdown in my doctors office because my MH wasn't well at all. I managed to push through but I had to go back on Thursday and go see her and get another lot of blood tests done.

There has been a lot of tears this week due to me having such high anxitey. Been very switchy. Sleepless nights....

Family have been telling me that im okay when I'm not I'm just trying to get attention when I'm not. I just want to feel supported by my family and I don't feel that right now.

I've relapsed but that's apart of recovery.....

I'm safe and okay now.

im safe.

Take care 🦋

@Fluttershy1Look after yourself Candydipper1. Baby steps, baby steps. We are all here for you and sitting with you sweetheart. Love peaxxx

@Fluttershy1 💜💜💜

Oh sweetheart @Fluttershy1 I am so sorry to hear. Always here for you, Love you lots 💜💜💜

@Anastasia - it's like a rollercoaster.... 😭