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Lee71Senior Contributor
Don't know How to tag by tahts ok. Km so very tired, but still sleep avoids me. I never feel safe, not in my surrounding, paranoia how the list goes on . Only neescti this for tthe next few days.
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
@Lee71 wrote:There are two songs I have been listening to over and over this morning.
I've been using music for years to either say how i feel or work out how I feel, because as you know I don't always know the words.
Oh Lee - those songs seem to be saying you feel desperately lonely and that nobody's listening 😥
I am so sorry for your pain 😥 💔
I am here listening as best I can, and so are others here. @Lee71
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Lee71Senior Contributor
@NatureLover I know you're here, and
@Emelia8 and others . But those songs are as close as I can get to describing how I feel, without worrying you .
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
@Lee71 wrote:I edited it cause I found another version that gave me goosebumps https://youtu.be/K6BoDkZxbUA
@Lee71 that version gave me goosebumps too. Thank you for that song, yes, I know it, it's good. 🙂
I have to go shortly...my Monday video chat and some other things I have to do...I will be back about 5 or 5.30 this evening. Thinking of you... 
Oh, and I took some photos for you...I need to load them on my phone...I'll do that now...
@Emelia8 thanks, I'm doing better today...I hope you are enjoying your nap 🙂
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
@Lee71 wrote:@NatureLover I know you're here, and
@Emelia8 and others . But those songs are as close as I can get to describing how I feel, without worrying you .
Thank you for sharing how you're feeling...I wish I could do more. @Lee71 ❤
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Lee71Senior Contributor
@Emelia8 another really good Josh groban song is this if you don't know it you should listen, it makes me cry everytime.
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Emelia8Senior Contributor
Ahh good ... I see you know Josh Groban @Lee71 :ok_hand:🌷
Yes, his song "to where you are" is very beautiful as well as very moving.
There is something Ive been wanting to ask you, but Im a little afraid to. Maybe another day.
Hope meeting goes well @NatureLover
Emelia 💖
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Lee71Senior Contributor
@Emelia8 wrote:Ahh good ... I see you know Josh Groban @Lee71 :ok_hand:🌷
Yes, his song "to where you are" is very beautiful as well as very moving.
There is something Ive been wanting to ask you, but Im a little afraid to. Maybe another day.
No go ahead an ask me, otherwise my paranoia will kick in
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Emelia8Senior Contributor
No, I think I should wait until you are a little stronger @Lee71 💕
It may even be something you have spoken about before. You have to remember I have only known you a very short time. And I believe you had another thread you used previously. I would ask, but dont want to bring up painful memories for you.
Changing the subject ... you suffer from OCD if I recall correctly. What form does yours take, and how long has it been a problem for you?
Another thing I wish to impress upon both you @Lee71 and @NatureLover .... is that if I am ever intruding here, please just tell me to butt out. I enjoy both your company, but do not want either of you to feel obliged to include me.
Its quite a pleasant day here today, bright blue sky and only light winds. Was out in the garden earlier, but chilling down quickly now as the sun slides behind the tall trees on our Western side. So I am back inside now and about to put my mind towards doing some of my diamond painting.
Emelia 🌸☀
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Lee71Senior Contributor
@Emelia8 now I'm just g onna think about it, and my paranoia anyway my issue
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Emelia8Senior Contributor
Ahhhhhh ... now I dont know what to do @Lee71 . I should never have brought the subject up. I do apologise. Let me think more about it before jumping in .. is that okay?
How about I post a couple of my artworks I did a year or so ago? I'm not very good, but I enjoyed doing them. You may like them too @NatureLover
Emelia 🌸
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