I've reached a point where I really just want people to leave me alone. I have no desire to talk or express myself. Actually, rather annoyance that any of my attention may be required. I figured there is no point talking when no one listens. That's the reality, no one listens anyway. Therefore, they are wasting my time and requesting energy they don't deserve. What they do with that us not my problem. You know it's just silence from my end. That's what they give. Well get if you want to fish it out, be prepared for it to be dished out on you. I used to feel bad. I don't anymore. Not a single pin point bad. I owe nobody anything.
I'm done. I'm tired of useless people. I'm tired if being ignored. I'm tired of asking for help and being ignored. I'm tired if asking for help from the appropriate channels and being ignored. I'm tired of being disrespected and devalued. I'm tired of trusting others like o help me and they don't. I'm tired of it all. So, I'm going to treat them how they treat me. The saying, rest people how you want to be treated is quite apt. You treat me in all the ways I have listed, I am going to treat you the same way. I've reached a point where I don't care about how others feel. It shows a heck of a lot about a person when someone puts their hand out for help but nobody grabs it. So, I'm done. I just want the be left alone.
